hurting

i am hurting so badly right now i have never hert so much in my life i hve not hear from tracy at all i am so worried and just want to heear her voice and work this out i have this feeling her sister and or friend are jerking me around and lieing to me about things and not telling me wht is truly going on i still have not geven up o this i am just truly hear broken rignt now i hve never met anyone like tracy she is one of a kind and no one can replace her im just so depressd and cannot get out of it and i am trying so hard to do soi hve been sitting herre alone for days i dont want to even leave the house rignt now what so ever i have been chatting with folks on the tmf and also my sister has been keeping in contact and seeing if i have heard anything from her even my sister wants her to come back just going throught so much hurt right now and it seems to not want to go away i love tracy and am still praying this will all work out