Right now, the only thing that matters is my mom, and her treatment, and that she please God beats her disease, but, I feel like I've done something to receive this horrible punishment.
Until this happened, I was very big on "ranting" about things that are trivial. Some people may recall how I posted rants about my assistant, because he had said some not nice things to me about my personal goals. When he would do that, I would refer to him as the worst names, primarially out of hurt. My mom kept warning me "Mitch, if you don't stop going on and on about Ray, we're going to get hit with a real tradegy". I dont know if she had some eerie propechy, or what. I want to say in this post that I apologize for the rants I posted, about my assistant, and other trivial matters. All I've been doing every day, several times a day, is praying for my mom to get treatment and beat this disease. I will never again rant about anything trivial. If the Man upstairs is trying to send me a message, believe me, I get it, loud and clear.
My mom can be heavy into ranting as well, especially about my father, as he has really hurt and harmed her life. While I completely understand that, all I keep saying to her in the last week is "Mom, if you can beat this, that's all that matters". She feels she has unfinished business legally with my father. He has behaved like an ass since this whole thing happened. He makes cryptic statements, without backing them up.
I'm leaving for the Dr with mom in a few minutes, and I'm leaving with this one last thought. Please, God, help my mom fight this off, and beat her disease, and help me keep my strength to support her through this ordeal. You gave me the biggest gift in my mom, and, She and I are nowhere near ready to give her back to you yet, God. My mom has long said we are all on loan to each other for such a brief period of time. I believe that. Please, O' Heavenly Father, please help my mom get cured, so that her and her loving son can spend more time together.
Humbly yours,
Mitch
Until this happened, I was very big on "ranting" about things that are trivial. Some people may recall how I posted rants about my assistant, because he had said some not nice things to me about my personal goals. When he would do that, I would refer to him as the worst names, primarially out of hurt. My mom kept warning me "Mitch, if you don't stop going on and on about Ray, we're going to get hit with a real tradegy". I dont know if she had some eerie propechy, or what. I want to say in this post that I apologize for the rants I posted, about my assistant, and other trivial matters. All I've been doing every day, several times a day, is praying for my mom to get treatment and beat this disease. I will never again rant about anything trivial. If the Man upstairs is trying to send me a message, believe me, I get it, loud and clear.
My mom can be heavy into ranting as well, especially about my father, as he has really hurt and harmed her life. While I completely understand that, all I keep saying to her in the last week is "Mom, if you can beat this, that's all that matters". She feels she has unfinished business legally with my father. He has behaved like an ass since this whole thing happened. He makes cryptic statements, without backing them up.
I'm leaving for the Dr with mom in a few minutes, and I'm leaving with this one last thought. Please, God, help my mom fight this off, and beat her disease, and help me keep my strength to support her through this ordeal. You gave me the biggest gift in my mom, and, She and I are nowhere near ready to give her back to you yet, God. My mom has long said we are all on loan to each other for such a brief period of time. I believe that. Please, O' Heavenly Father, please help my mom get cured, so that her and her loving son can spend more time together.
Humbly yours,
Mitch
