Ok, I give, I won't post again in the main forums, holy fuck, if something as clear as that thread can be taken so wrong, page after page...it's mystifying....
They reduced all my work to "we ain't gonna sing Kumbaya. Ok, I give.
That thread had so many people commenting on it, including many who never post.....and now it's just been fucking hijacked by a thumbsucking argument. About something I addressed in paragraph two! Little voices chirping up, and now they're squashed by this venus flytrap for attention. Pathetic.
A plea for attention like I've never seen before in my life. Good guys, bad guys, good vs evil, am I in a fucking comic book? I don't understand, I was so clear. I just reread my thread, it seems so clear. Maybe I should have done it as an audio reading? I guess tone really doesn't translate with me or something. And then
Someone else took something out of context and totally missed the joke (as usual, what a humorless lot). I give, I give.....I'm totally exasperated. People start with the "Kumbaya" bullshit, just a line to negate and belittle and undercut. You can't do anything positive, the negative will ALWAYS overwhelm.
I got called "ludicrous" for writing that thread, that's one of the comments! Why am I putting myself up there to have tomatoes thrown at me? By people who never post anything other than comments!!!! I try and post something media-oriented every day for the Forum! Every single day, and if I don't, I feel bad about it!
There's nothing I want. Why contribute? I don't want anything! I don't even know why I ventured into there in the first place, I NEVER used to go into the Discussion forums EVER, not until this year! I joined the month the TMF started! It took me 16 years to get to the Discussion forums!
Back to lurking. I'll finish this blog up (for myself), and I'll probably keep posting in Mainstream.
The old days are gone. This is what we're left with. "I'm here to fight evil." Holy fuck. I'm a 47-year old adult and this is the level I'm dealing with: good guys, bad guys, no grey area in between. Well, guess what, WE'RE in that grey area, that's where WE reside.
I'm in utter revulsion. Utter fucking revulsion.
I give. I'm a beaten man. I'm sorry to everyone I hurt. I say I'm sorry to the Forum and I get mocked? Assholes making a big fucking point: "I'm not apologizing".
WHERE DID I ASK PEOPLE TO APOLOGIZE?????
They reduced all my work to "we ain't gonna sing Kumbaya. Ok, I give.
That thread had so many people commenting on it, including many who never post.....and now it's just been fucking hijacked by a thumbsucking argument. About something I addressed in paragraph two! Little voices chirping up, and now they're squashed by this venus flytrap for attention. Pathetic.
A plea for attention like I've never seen before in my life. Good guys, bad guys, good vs evil, am I in a fucking comic book? I don't understand, I was so clear. I just reread my thread, it seems so clear. Maybe I should have done it as an audio reading? I guess tone really doesn't translate with me or something. And then
Someone else took something out of context and totally missed the joke (as usual, what a humorless lot). I give, I give.....I'm totally exasperated. People start with the "Kumbaya" bullshit, just a line to negate and belittle and undercut. You can't do anything positive, the negative will ALWAYS overwhelm.
I got called "ludicrous" for writing that thread, that's one of the comments! Why am I putting myself up there to have tomatoes thrown at me? By people who never post anything other than comments!!!! I try and post something media-oriented every day for the Forum! Every single day, and if I don't, I feel bad about it!
There's nothing I want. Why contribute? I don't want anything! I don't even know why I ventured into there in the first place, I NEVER used to go into the Discussion forums EVER, not until this year! I joined the month the TMF started! It took me 16 years to get to the Discussion forums!
Back to lurking. I'll finish this blog up (for myself), and I'll probably keep posting in Mainstream.
The old days are gone. This is what we're left with. "I'm here to fight evil." Holy fuck. I'm a 47-year old adult and this is the level I'm dealing with: good guys, bad guys, no grey area in between. Well, guess what, WE'RE in that grey area, that's where WE reside.
I'm in utter revulsion. Utter fucking revulsion.
I give. I'm a beaten man. I'm sorry to everyone I hurt. I say I'm sorry to the Forum and I get mocked? Assholes making a big fucking point: "I'm not apologizing".
WHERE DID I ASK PEOPLE TO APOLOGIZE?????
