My little sister came over today. We were hanging out and she had made herself something to eat. She put the dish in the sink and left it. It didn't bother me, I could do the dishes after she left.
I guess my dad had a bad day and decided to take it out on us/her. He burst into the room and said something about her dishes in a nasty way. She washed them and probably said something back to which he told her to leave.
Siobhan comes over pretty often, but it's rare I get to see Paige. I felt pretty horrible for her, taking time out of her Saturday, take a 90 minute bus ride, to come all the way down here and see me and my dad, just to stay for an hour or so and turn around again.
I think she feels unwelcome here now, which is pretty sad. I yelled at my dad. At first he was just saying, "Yeah, Mairead, you have all the answers, right? You know everything. You're never wrong." But I think I knocked a bit of sense into him either way. He stopped talking over me at least and his face looked as if he may have regretted saying what he did.
Meanwhile, my older sister has caused so much chaos in the house. Just starting fights with everyone. Calling everyone white trash, stupid, telling my mom to go kill herself. It's pretty hard to hear about all that and be isolated out here in the city. I really just kind of want to go home and kick my sister's ass, keep my mom calm, and apologize to the twins. But I can't. At any rate, I think she may be moving out soon.
Also, my mom is in the hospital again. I guess she is in some pretty severe pain.
I really feel like I'm getting a bit of an ass kicking from life as of late. I've been through worse, so I don't want to complain too much though. It's just getting a bit overwhelming.
I guess my dad had a bad day and decided to take it out on us/her. He burst into the room and said something about her dishes in a nasty way. She washed them and probably said something back to which he told her to leave.
Siobhan comes over pretty often, but it's rare I get to see Paige. I felt pretty horrible for her, taking time out of her Saturday, take a 90 minute bus ride, to come all the way down here and see me and my dad, just to stay for an hour or so and turn around again.
I think she feels unwelcome here now, which is pretty sad. I yelled at my dad. At first he was just saying, "Yeah, Mairead, you have all the answers, right? You know everything. You're never wrong." But I think I knocked a bit of sense into him either way. He stopped talking over me at least and his face looked as if he may have regretted saying what he did.
Meanwhile, my older sister has caused so much chaos in the house. Just starting fights with everyone. Calling everyone white trash, stupid, telling my mom to go kill herself. It's pretty hard to hear about all that and be isolated out here in the city. I really just kind of want to go home and kick my sister's ass, keep my mom calm, and apologize to the twins. But I can't. At any rate, I think she may be moving out soon.
Also, my mom is in the hospital again. I guess she is in some pretty severe pain.
I really feel like I'm getting a bit of an ass kicking from life as of late. I've been through worse, so I don't want to complain too much though. It's just getting a bit overwhelming.
