Slowly but surely, life is killing me. I put on a smile, go to work, and to the world, I'm just fine. I'm reminded of Tom Cruise's story about the dead man who sits unnoticed for 6 hours on the train, from the movie Collateral.
I believe that there are people in the world whose sole purpose for having been created is to suffer. They suffer, so that someone else doesn't have to. I think I'm one of those people. I have no blood family to speak of, most of my old friends are dead and gone. Certain tragedies have kept me alive, but I would kill to alter their outcomes. I'm seen as a rock to lean on, but what do you do when the rock is sinking into the sand?
I believe that there are people in the world whose sole purpose for having been created is to suffer. They suffer, so that someone else doesn't have to. I think I'm one of those people. I have no blood family to speak of, most of my old friends are dead and gone. Certain tragedies have kept me alive, but I would kill to alter their outcomes. I'm seen as a rock to lean on, but what do you do when the rock is sinking into the sand?
