I'm tired...

I'm tired of this.
I'm tired being responsible for everyone else's good time.
I'm tired of being reliable to the point where your actions are placed upon me.
I'm tired of bailing you out for mistakes you made.
I'm tired of being the only person who takes responsibility for his actions.
I'm tired of being no fun in the eyes of others.
I'm tired of being the one you need and not the one you want.
I'm tired of giving my life to you, only to have you turn to someone else in your times of joy.
I'm tired of the those who think they're better than others, for whatever reason.
I'm tired of those who start shit for no reason; or worse, because you didn't make all their dreams come true.
I'm tired of the hypocrisy; of those who claim they are apart from the bullshit and then turn around only to start when no one is looking.
I'm tired of laughing when everyone else is horrified and being horrified when everyone else is laughing.
I'm tired of watching people kill themselves slowly and expecting everyone else to care.
I'm tired of nobody understanding my sense of humour and being stared at oddly for being myself.

I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of being alone.
And it needs to stop.