so it has been a while. just to let people know i am ok working a lot focusing on me.
the holidays suck last year was the first holidays without my dad but they were a haze him passing so soon before. this year they really suck. i really miss my father. more then i let on.
work is starting to slow down a bit so i can breath. I'm still single. i figure i need to deal with me before i can give myself to someone else.
i do miss everyone from nest. over the past year and a half nest was the most relaxing time for me.
my mother is doing better. her stroke was mild and she had minimal motor skill damage. the part of the brain where she had her stroke is the part that controls speech. not the physical act of talking but the part that formulates thoughts/words so when she talks she get hung up sometimes. or she will say something and it is comes out different. like she wants to say apple and she will say apricot them both being fruit and starting with a. so i am starting to learn how to interpret what she says and finish her sentence when she is stuck. it also affects her writing as well. it is strange dealing with it.
at first i didn't know if i was going to be able to deal with it and started thinking about putting her in a home. but she has recovered a lot more than i expected. so for now she is going to continue living with me.
i think that is about it for now. i want everyone who i talk to on here to know i miss them and i am not gone just taking a break.
everyone stay safe and have a wonderful holiday and remember nest is only 6 months away
the holidays suck last year was the first holidays without my dad but they were a haze him passing so soon before. this year they really suck. i really miss my father. more then i let on.
work is starting to slow down a bit so i can breath. I'm still single. i figure i need to deal with me before i can give myself to someone else.
i do miss everyone from nest. over the past year and a half nest was the most relaxing time for me.
my mother is doing better. her stroke was mild and she had minimal motor skill damage. the part of the brain where she had her stroke is the part that controls speech. not the physical act of talking but the part that formulates thoughts/words so when she talks she get hung up sometimes. or she will say something and it is comes out different. like she wants to say apple and she will say apricot them both being fruit and starting with a. so i am starting to learn how to interpret what she says and finish her sentence when she is stuck. it also affects her writing as well. it is strange dealing with it.
at first i didn't know if i was going to be able to deal with it and started thinking about putting her in a home. but she has recovered a lot more than i expected. so for now she is going to continue living with me.
i think that is about it for now. i want everyone who i talk to on here to know i miss them and i am not gone just taking a break.
everyone stay safe and have a wonderful holiday and remember nest is only 6 months away
