I just wanted to let everyone know i am ok. I am slowly working through this and trying to get back an even keel. Just incase anyone was wondering.
Well now the rant....
You know i manage to fuck up so many things it is a wonder anyone talks to me at all. I think I just lost a friend tonight. I fucked it up and now I will not be calling them until they call me first. And I dont think that will ever happen. It sucks, I really was close with them. I got along with them really well and we had a lot in common and it was just someone who would have been a good friend.
I am not going to go into details about what happened. It doesnt matter. What does matter is that i have to stop this.
And not stop from losing this person as a friend. Whats done is done. I cant change that no matter how much I would like too. I mean stop fucking things up and ruining friendships.
Well now the rant....
You know i manage to fuck up so many things it is a wonder anyone talks to me at all. I think I just lost a friend tonight. I fucked it up and now I will not be calling them until they call me first. And I dont think that will ever happen. It sucks, I really was close with them. I got along with them really well and we had a lot in common and it was just someone who would have been a good friend.
I am not going to go into details about what happened. It doesnt matter. What does matter is that i have to stop this.
And not stop from losing this person as a friend. Whats done is done. I cant change that no matter how much I would like too. I mean stop fucking things up and ruining friendships.
