Here we are.
Set this session up six months ago, now it's 12 hours away.
I'll spend 6-7 of those hours sleeping, and 2-3 of them driving.
The fast is in its 561st hour by my count. It's going to end tomorrow in spectacular fashion. The question is whether that will happen closer to 11:00 or 2:00.
I'm at a point where just thinking about the spread-eagled, vibrator-laden predicament I'll be in (among others) brings me dangerously close to the edge. After writing that last sentence, I had to stand up and walk around for a few minutes to cool down. So I'd better keep this brief.
Going all out. I'm keeping my sleep short tonight, and water limited tomorrow... both deprivations heighten my ticklishness. Might even get in an early morning run for some pre-torture fatigue.
The long drive north is not going to be innocent, but a final challenge to keep my mind off the inevitable.
The video is going to be interesting. I have no idea how long I can hold out. They already know my weak spots when I'm at full strength.
Thanks to those of you who have sent well-wishes. I may not have the energy to write a story tomorrow, but it is definitely coming (why did I have to put it that way?).
Good night.
Set this session up six months ago, now it's 12 hours away.
I'll spend 6-7 of those hours sleeping, and 2-3 of them driving.
The fast is in its 561st hour by my count. It's going to end tomorrow in spectacular fashion. The question is whether that will happen closer to 11:00 or 2:00.
I'm at a point where just thinking about the spread-eagled, vibrator-laden predicament I'll be in (among others) brings me dangerously close to the edge. After writing that last sentence, I had to stand up and walk around for a few minutes to cool down. So I'd better keep this brief.
Going all out. I'm keeping my sleep short tonight, and water limited tomorrow... both deprivations heighten my ticklishness. Might even get in an early morning run for some pre-torture fatigue.
The long drive north is not going to be innocent, but a final challenge to keep my mind off the inevitable.
The video is going to be interesting. I have no idea how long I can hold out. They already know my weak spots when I'm at full strength.
Thanks to those of you who have sent well-wishes. I may not have the energy to write a story tomorrow, but it is definitely coming (why did I have to put it that way?).
Good night.
