Last night I listened to venray and Raya's radio show. Hey getting kinky with venray and Raya, who wouldn't want to? 😈 
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So far I've been listening to their show every time I get a chance to. I have listened to KrazieDog, baldadonis, and tklee88's "Don't Judge Me" but the main show I've been able to catch is venray and Raya's. 😀
Earlier in the day, a TMFer asked me if I was gonna listen in and be in the chatroom and if I was gonna call in. Listening and chatting with other listeners, yes. But calling in. My initial reaction was "hell no". I suck at talking on the phone. I much rather talk to someone face-to-face or thru IMs, PMs, email, whatever. But the phone. 😱 No way, no how.
But as the show progressed and they were asking for callers, I was teasing ray to "talk dirty to us".
LOL. Of course, he called me out. If I wanted him to talk dirty, I had to call in. LOL. I don't know what got into me. I was having a blast in the chatroom that I thought what the hell, I'm gonna call in. I'm so glad I did.
It was fun. The show sort of moved from talking about kinks to more about gatherings and sites like TMF and the people on here. This is such an amazing place. I really don't know where I'd be if I hadn't found TMF. Because I wouldn't have had the chance to grow in my fetish and my horizons wouldn't have had a chance to evolve. There are more things that I'm into and curious about that I would never have given a second thought to. TMF gave me the outlet to be myself and to be open about my fetish and to grow as a person.
In the past few months, I have truly grown as a person. And not just on here. In real life too. I'm just a little bit more talkative at work. I interact more now with my customers than I really ever have. It's not painstakingly obvious, but it's there because I feel more involved.
Plus I've made more friends on this place than I ever thought possible. I have never wanted to go to a gathering more than I ever have. I always thought my first gathering would be NEST because so many people have so many wonderful things to say about it and how much fun it is. But after I read Krazie's blog and again last night when he called in, I know now that it would be better if I went to a smaller gathering first then NEST.
I can't afford much. I have to literally set money aside if I want to be able to go and that's what I'm going to do. I'm gonna start putting a little bit of money off to the side so I can go to a gathering. It'll probably be like one a year, but hey, it's something. LOL. Krazie's blog is my inspiration. I want that feeling when you get to meet the people you've been chatting with thru PMs, IMs, phone calls, whatever.
I will be going to a gathering next year. And I think I know which one too. Starting with this next paycheck and every paycheck afterwords, I'm going to put a little bit of money off to the side so by time the gathering comes around I'll be able to go. This is a promise to myself that I will go.
😛So far I've been listening to their show every time I get a chance to. I have listened to KrazieDog, baldadonis, and tklee88's "Don't Judge Me" but the main show I've been able to catch is venray and Raya's. 😀
Earlier in the day, a TMFer asked me if I was gonna listen in and be in the chatroom and if I was gonna call in. Listening and chatting with other listeners, yes. But calling in. My initial reaction was "hell no". I suck at talking on the phone. I much rather talk to someone face-to-face or thru IMs, PMs, email, whatever. But the phone. 😱 No way, no how.
But as the show progressed and they were asking for callers, I was teasing ray to "talk dirty to us".
LOL. Of course, he called me out. If I wanted him to talk dirty, I had to call in. LOL. I don't know what got into me. I was having a blast in the chatroom that I thought what the hell, I'm gonna call in. I'm so glad I did.It was fun. The show sort of moved from talking about kinks to more about gatherings and sites like TMF and the people on here. This is such an amazing place. I really don't know where I'd be if I hadn't found TMF. Because I wouldn't have had the chance to grow in my fetish and my horizons wouldn't have had a chance to evolve. There are more things that I'm into and curious about that I would never have given a second thought to. TMF gave me the outlet to be myself and to be open about my fetish and to grow as a person.
In the past few months, I have truly grown as a person. And not just on here. In real life too. I'm just a little bit more talkative at work. I interact more now with my customers than I really ever have. It's not painstakingly obvious, but it's there because I feel more involved.
Plus I've made more friends on this place than I ever thought possible. I have never wanted to go to a gathering more than I ever have. I always thought my first gathering would be NEST because so many people have so many wonderful things to say about it and how much fun it is. But after I read Krazie's blog and again last night when he called in, I know now that it would be better if I went to a smaller gathering first then NEST.
I can't afford much. I have to literally set money aside if I want to be able to go and that's what I'm going to do. I'm gonna start putting a little bit of money off to the side so I can go to a gathering. It'll probably be like one a year, but hey, it's something. LOL. Krazie's blog is my inspiration. I want that feeling when you get to meet the people you've been chatting with thru PMs, IMs, phone calls, whatever.
I will be going to a gathering next year. And I think I know which one too. Starting with this next paycheck and every paycheck afterwords, I'm going to put a little bit of money off to the side so by time the gathering comes around I'll be able to go. This is a promise to myself that I will go.
I just booked my flight...