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New Year

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Start the New Year with a blog post, that sounds good. 2013, the world didn't meet it's end, that's cool I guess. I don't know where to start. I have a job for the first time years, that's crazy right? Actually I'm out of work right now because I'm hurt but I am technically employed. Hopefully in a week or two after things calm down physically I'll be headed back.

I was hired a little over two months ago and I knew on the first day that it was too much. Being off for sooo long and then having to basically through trial and error learn your bodies capabilities with the injuries was a learning experience, and still is. That's why I'm out now, I guess I had to establish an awareness of what the breaking point was. And did I ever. I only know one speed so it was inevitable that it was going to happen eventually. I'll tell you what, I have taken an ass - kicking over the last couple months.

Two weeks ago when whatever this is flared up or whatever I told the manager I'm done. I'm like dude the job is too much and I've known it from the beginning but I tried to motor through. Fortunately, I've made a good impression among the powers that be and they value me as an employee and are going to transfer to a different location where the work is more suitable. So that's cool, otherwise I was quitting. The risk is far, far too great.

This isn't something that I say very often but at the same time I'm comfortable putting it out there if it is what it is. I'll tell ya, I was f'n scared when this happened a couple weeks ago. I've learned to deal with the injuries but this was way overwhelming. A completely different level of pain, debilitation and absolute misery. About a week ago I was stuck in my mothers bathroom, I couldn't get out. Her lock sticks sometimes and I didn't have the strength or the physical ability to unlock it. Mind just completely blown. Helpless. Utterly helpless as a human being. For the record I did eventually get out...LOL.

Music time. Let's rock some...........Corey Taylor

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With all that said, it seems that most of the time there is at least some positive to take from just about any sitaution if you're open to look for it. All these back and neck problems serve as a daily reminder to do what you have to do in life while you still can because the clock is ticking. Life is full potential experiences and opportunites but all too often some folks, including myself for many years, may perhaps fail to see that those windows don't stay open forever. It can be discouraging to see something amazing yet realize it's no longer accessible to you. Fuck all that. Lesson learned, wisdom gained.

I gotta lay down for a couple minutes. I'll jam this for now. I've been a fan of Staind for years but it was until I'd say the last year that I really gained a tremendous amount of respect for Aaron Lewis as a very dynamic musician. I've been rockin' a lot of his acoustic stuff lately. I love this Bob Seger song, way more than the Metallica cover, but Aaron rocks this damn song to the point where it might be my fav. Good stuff......

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Actually I'm done writing for now. I just looked in the mirror and I don't look too good....LOL... I've been sick for well over a month now and this is the worst I've felt throughout the entire duration. Combine that with everything else I feel like.....Ughh. It pisses me off too because I've been wanting to write about some stuff, it's going to have to wait. We'll end the festivities with a little Machine Head......

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