Random Thoughts

I see you online<br>The pouting lips of your display image haunting my thoughts<br>My mind races<br>Drowning in visions and fantasies, desire and need consume my very being<br>I fall backwards emotionally spent<br>Left with the longing of your smell on my skin, and your taste on my lips<br>I emerge from my trance<br>Vexed, my body trembling and panting<br>I rush to the basin<br>My head spinning and heart pounding<br>Cupping the cold water in my hand<br>I splash water in my face, a vain attempt to thrust myself back into reality<br>I look up at the mirror<br>Peering past the blackness of my pupil, trying to see into the depths of my psyche<br>I Gaze into my soul<br>An epiphany floods into my thoughts, shaking the foundation of my reality<br>I am an empty vessel, a living cask<br>Engineered with infinite capacity<br>Designed with the purpose to contain all the love one could give<br>Your love and passion are the precious spirits that are my intended contents<br>To age and mature within my warm and protective embrace for a lifetime<br>Flowing in and out of me, melding our souls and love<br>Till we are the perfect mellowing of each other.