No, I'm not planning to check out anytime soon.
In spite of the many seizures I've had in 2018, and how genuinely lousy I've been feeling for much of this year.
There are times I've also been feeling.. very lonely.
Not for one specific woman, because I don't like anyone specific at this time, but just in general.
I'm never one to .. boast about myself. I've never been that way, even in my best days.
Most important, I try to be a decent human being. (Even my Dad, who is often so critical of me, says to me. "Mitch, you're a good person"). He would not say that if did not think it true. When I act like a fuck, he tells me.
I'm fairly intelligent.
I'm decent looking. Again I'm not one to boast.
Jobs and careers, can be searched for, and gotten. Whether I finally end up being a salaried insurance career, medical biller,, which is similar to insurance or something else.
Yet..
I have this terrible condition that as everyone knows, has resurfaced in a major way the last few months.
If I had a decent job, was more social , and was out there in the world more often, than the basic hermit that I am.
I meet a really kind woman, and we hit it off , with interests, most important vanilla ones etc etc.,
How do I explain about this terrible condition I have. (Epilepsy of course). One that I've been told can kill me at any time. Or.. what happens, if I have/had a seizure in front of said woman.
Would such cause any woman to turn off me.. more than any request of me asking her to tickle her, play with her feet, or stand barefoot on a ladder.
As those who have seen my posts are aware, I've been very close to dying on at least two occasions from this condition. The time in the summer of 2011 when my mom was undergoing her cancer treatment, and the time in 2015, when I was hospitalized for four days, basically unconscious.
I'm sure that there are people with Epilepsy who have partners. I've had friends who were /are diabetic, who have wives, and partners.
Its just something I've been thinking about, which has not really crossed my mind before, maybe due to the multitude of seizures I've had in 2018, and how sick I've felt the last six months.
In spite of the many seizures I've had in 2018, and how genuinely lousy I've been feeling for much of this year.
There are times I've also been feeling.. very lonely.
Not for one specific woman, because I don't like anyone specific at this time, but just in general.
I'm never one to .. boast about myself. I've never been that way, even in my best days.
Most important, I try to be a decent human being. (Even my Dad, who is often so critical of me, says to me. "Mitch, you're a good person"). He would not say that if did not think it true. When I act like a fuck, he tells me.
I'm fairly intelligent.
I'm decent looking. Again I'm not one to boast.
Jobs and careers, can be searched for, and gotten. Whether I finally end up being a salaried insurance career, medical biller,, which is similar to insurance or something else.
Yet..
I have this terrible condition that as everyone knows, has resurfaced in a major way the last few months.
If I had a decent job, was more social , and was out there in the world more often, than the basic hermit that I am.
I meet a really kind woman, and we hit it off , with interests, most important vanilla ones etc etc.,
How do I explain about this terrible condition I have. (Epilepsy of course). One that I've been told can kill me at any time. Or.. what happens, if I have/had a seizure in front of said woman.
Would such cause any woman to turn off me.. more than any request of me asking her to tickle her, play with her feet, or stand barefoot on a ladder.
As those who have seen my posts are aware, I've been very close to dying on at least two occasions from this condition. The time in the summer of 2011 when my mom was undergoing her cancer treatment, and the time in 2015, when I was hospitalized for four days, basically unconscious.
I'm sure that there are people with Epilepsy who have partners. I've had friends who were /are diabetic, who have wives, and partners.
Its just something I've been thinking about, which has not really crossed my mind before, maybe due to the multitude of seizures I've had in 2018, and how sick I've felt the last six months.
