Squeeze me

Squeeze me, stomp me, make me wine.Oh yeah. 🙂 ...As I sit here contently,besides a 3.0L bottle,or jug have you,of cheap ass,mother fuckin' wine. :drunktype:

..Oh yeah.....This oughta be a post for the ages. 😉

Not only might this be a post for the ages,but this will also be my last post for quite some time. I have my surgery date scheduled for a few weeks from now and will be offline for a bit.Who knows,perhaps I'll be offline permanently if I fail to reawaken from a drug induced slumber. :microsmiley:

At this moment I can't really think straight b cuz of d wine.So I guess I'll write some cool music lyrics until something more logical comes to mind.Yeah,I've been wanting to do that for a while but haven't gotten around to it.

''Maybe someday I'll find what I'm looking for,maybe someday I'll find a better way.'' ~ Blood for Blood :mhorns:

This might actually be kinda fun right now.Going through old jams, looking for gems. :cool2:

This is gonna take a while...*proceeds to drink cheap wine and search classic music* :swayparrot:

" I am searching for,
My dreams to finally last,
I search for something real,
I search this world,
For a soul as lost as mine,
But all the roads I've seen before,
Look harder than they were last time,
I've a heart,
With a will that's just as strong,
I am learning to survive,
In search of hope,
I push to carry on,
Waiting for the journeys end,
And a lifetime to begin'' ~ Walls of Jericho

...That may have been a lot, but that shit is tight. 🙂...You know,I could be here for days doing this so I'll keep it to a few more.

"I've had all that I wanted,of a lot of things I had,and a lot more than I needed,of some things that turned out bad.'' ~ Johnny Cash

.....Ain't that the mother fuckin' truth. 😉

I'm just going through my youtube favs and came across ''Like the Angel'' by Rise Against,damn that's a good fuckin' song.Fuckin' a.

''Lie to me,convince me that I've been sick forever,and all of this will make sense,when I get better.'' ~ Evanescence

''Never let go of what you strive for,hold tight,never let go,never let go of what you strive for, never think you can't make a change'' ~ Hatebreed :mhorns:

"It's within me in spirit,and beside me in battle'' ~ Hatebreed

''Perseverance,against all opposition,crushing all limitations,pure strength through solitude,discipline and determination'' ~ Hatebreed

''There's gonna be some stuff you gonna see,that's gonna make it hard to smile in the future,but through whatever you see,through all the rain and the pain,you gotta keep your sense of humor,you gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit'' ~ 2Pac

I could go on endlessly but I'll leave it on that note. 🙂

Damn,I might actually finish this fuckin' bottle o' booze.This is one big sumbitch.

Hmm,now a closing.You know,it seems like the words and thoughts I express in these posts are the only things that connect me to a life that once was,or maybe that was once to be.
Somewhere along the way, things went wrong.Where that was,who the fuck knows?

The next post should be interesting.I might not live where I am,I might be worse off than I am now,who's to say? For better or worse or whatever,I'll be a different person when I return,if I return. It feels like the end of a life gone wrong and beginning of something all to unknown,something unpredictable and not necassarily(?) desirable.

Well,I'm going to finish bottle,or at least try to,lay on my couch and continue to watch Season 1 of Sons of Anarchy.Ima end this bitch with two songs,one which is all too fitting,and one that is just a random,mother fuckin' classic.Here goes some lyrics and some tunes.To the TMF,Peace out kid. :peace: