Truth and lies......stuff from my head

Being in a relationship is tough.

Being in a shitty relationship is even tougher.

People shouldn't say that they love you then dump you. If you didn't like them in the 1st place, just dump them then. Why drag it out?

Obviously, I'm hurting. Forgive me. Just trying to make sense of it all. People will do anything to hurt others. ANYTHING.

How can you be perfect for someone, and then not? I don't get it.

Making you alienate your friends for no good reason? That's not right.

I remember someone singing a song for me, and I cried.

I remember saying this was the best thing that's ever happened to me.

I remember thinking this is what love feels like.....

Promises made, promises broken.

I remember someone telling me that they wouldn't leave.

Dredging up past transgressions to jusify your leaving.

Missing a touch.........

Missing a smile...........

Missing a laugh..........

I love you.

I hate you.

Despite your perception that I was "pretending", I think you know better. You got all of me. I don't know how to be anything else.

You were quick to show me my flaws, which I will accept and change.

It's gonna get better.