Was As If I Had No Procedure .. Sickening.

After thinking I was okay for over a week.

Had more problems today that I cannot take care of until probably early next week, due to the expected heavy snow in NYC.

For a week I seemed fine Getting stronger.

Today out of nowhere. More what I will refer to as "Red"

Exasperating, frustrating, and scary.

The Dr s office for this has office hours only on Monday and Thursday.,

I could not even leave a message.

On Thursday we are supposed to have either the leftovers.. or continuation of the 12 inches of heavy snow that is expected from tomorrow until Thursday.

Hopefully I can see him on Monday.

I sincerely hope I do not need another colonoscopy.

My aunt the astrologer, even though she has serious health problems, was very comforting.

With my mom being gone for so many years, and my aunt not having any children I guess I am basically like her son.

I've always been supportive of her and been there for her in her times of need and health crises as well.

I know that I have to try to calm down, talk to the Dr and see.

I feel very disheartened so say the least.

Hopefully this is not anything serious.