Today I finally walked away from someone. I had to tell Kathryn goodbye for the last time today. She will never feel for me the way I feel for her. And I cant handle that anymore.
I dont know how long it will take me to get over her. I have loved and been in love with her as long as I have known her.
I cant fathom her not being in my life. I cant imagine what it is going to be like without her. She was my best friend. At one time my lover. Someone I could have spent the rest of my life with.
The previous post about me taking a break wasnt just about the people on the forum it was also about her. I knew this would happen. I was just preparing myself to fall off the face of the earth for a while.
That being said, I know now how not ready for a relationship I am. I could never give my whole heart to someone when she has so much of it. I know it will take time. and I know it will be hard. And I hope I can get through this.
I dont know how long it will take me to get over her. I have loved and been in love with her as long as I have known her.
I cant fathom her not being in my life. I cant imagine what it is going to be like without her. She was my best friend. At one time my lover. Someone I could have spent the rest of my life with.
The previous post about me taking a break wasnt just about the people on the forum it was also about her. I knew this would happen. I was just preparing myself to fall off the face of the earth for a while.
That being said, I know now how not ready for a relationship I am. I could never give my whole heart to someone when she has so much of it. I know it will take time. and I know it will be hard. And I hope I can get through this.
