With all the stress I've been under lately, I feel I need to do something to take my mind off of it. As everyone who reads my posts is aware, I dont drink, smoke or do drugs I dont have a gf, or close female friend at the moment, so compaionship, physical intimacy, tickling, sex, isnt in the picture. As a result..
I've been going to the off track betting place/casino in DE more often than I usually do. Luckily, I havent lost money there, and even won once.. that being said..
People who have read my posts know about the mess in my apt. I wanted to go down to the casino in Wilimington DE again this Thursday. My dad calls me every afternoon, so it isnt like i could lie to him, and tell him I didnt go. Plus, right now, for reasons I cant post, most of my money except for a very small amount, is jointly with him. He told me that if he finds out I lie to him, he;s going to make it difficult to get at my money. Soo. he got pissed when i told him I was going to the casino in /DE this week, telling me I needed to be around to clean. What I came up with is a forray to the off track place for minimal money this week, and a trip to the casino next week. Hes supposed to give me X dollars from the money this weekend. I hope so. He already took jewelry we found back to NY, where he felt we could get a better price. I sold some other stuff today,.
I just need to blow off some steam. Probably, if I had a gf, or best friend here, I wouldnt go tracking at all. As it is.. I set aside a small amount of money After I get out of here, I'm going to cut it back greatly., I'm not an addictive gambler, as I never lose more than I can afford. I just need something I enjoy, at this horrible time in my life.
Mitch
I've been going to the off track betting place/casino in DE more often than I usually do. Luckily, I havent lost money there, and even won once.. that being said..
People who have read my posts know about the mess in my apt. I wanted to go down to the casino in Wilimington DE again this Thursday. My dad calls me every afternoon, so it isnt like i could lie to him, and tell him I didnt go. Plus, right now, for reasons I cant post, most of my money except for a very small amount, is jointly with him. He told me that if he finds out I lie to him, he;s going to make it difficult to get at my money. Soo. he got pissed when i told him I was going to the casino in /DE this week, telling me I needed to be around to clean. What I came up with is a forray to the off track place for minimal money this week, and a trip to the casino next week. Hes supposed to give me X dollars from the money this weekend. I hope so. He already took jewelry we found back to NY, where he felt we could get a better price. I sold some other stuff today,.
I just need to blow off some steam. Probably, if I had a gf, or best friend here, I wouldnt go tracking at all. As it is.. I set aside a small amount of money After I get out of here, I'm going to cut it back greatly., I'm not an addictive gambler, as I never lose more than I can afford. I just need something I enjoy, at this horrible time in my life.
Mitch
