Your first time

It's very hard to forget the first time someone touched you the way you've always wanted to be touched. That someone else finally understood there is more than one way to satisfy. And that their touch in the right places really is extraordinary. I miss that touch. And think about him often. But I feel that chapter was lost and closed years ago. :/
So it's time to move on. Maybe Even forget about this part of my life for now. I guess we'll just have to see.