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This is dark so be warned. *Edit* WARNING there is a link to a psychology forum here, where people are discussing a true crime; the topic is Peter Scully, who is jailed in the Philippines for making snuff films for the "dark web" involving the torture, rape, and sexual abuse, and murder of children and infants. The people on this forum discussing describe themselves as sadists and have anything but a normal response to the subject. *Edit*
Mostly this has nothing to do with tickling although it can relate somewhat. Having a tickling fetish, it seems like our interest exists in an odd little space that is somewhat connected to BDSM, but somewhat outside of it. Tickling is really my only big fetish and reason to be into bondage. I am not into pain at all. I guess a few elements of spanking are appealing, but not hard enough to really hurt and the appeal is nothing compared to tickling for me.
However I have to admit that there are aspects of the "torture" idea in the fetish that scare and upset me. I think in the larger BDSM world, the idea of what "sadism" can lead to is what disturbs me. Note that I know most into kink are decent, safe people who don't take things farther than their sub wants and don't respect anyone who would.
Ok, I stumbled upon something that has given me the serious Heebie jeebies ... It's on a psychology forum of all places, for people with Antisocial Personality disorder. I could go on and on trying to explain what I mean about the line between "safe" sadism and the scary stuff, but I think this thread says more than I ever could. If you click, read the comments; the comments are where things get really messed up:
https://www.psychforums.com/antisocial-personality/topic181622.html
Ok... Anyone else totally creeped out?? Especially some of the things said by the user "Reaper". I feel like I should be reporting this discussion thread to the freaking FBI or something!! It straight up chilled me to the bone. #nosleep
Mostly this has nothing to do with tickling although it can relate somewhat. Having a tickling fetish, it seems like our interest exists in an odd little space that is somewhat connected to BDSM, but somewhat outside of it. Tickling is really my only big fetish and reason to be into bondage. I am not into pain at all. I guess a few elements of spanking are appealing, but not hard enough to really hurt and the appeal is nothing compared to tickling for me.
However I have to admit that there are aspects of the "torture" idea in the fetish that scare and upset me. I think in the larger BDSM world, the idea of what "sadism" can lead to is what disturbs me. Note that I know most into kink are decent, safe people who don't take things farther than their sub wants and don't respect anyone who would.
Ok, I stumbled upon something that has given me the serious Heebie jeebies ... It's on a psychology forum of all places, for people with Antisocial Personality disorder. I could go on and on trying to explain what I mean about the line between "safe" sadism and the scary stuff, but I think this thread says more than I ever could. If you click, read the comments; the comments are where things get really messed up:
https://www.psychforums.com/antisocial-personality/topic181622.html
Ok... Anyone else totally creeped out?? Especially some of the things said by the user "Reaper". I feel like I should be reporting this discussion thread to the freaking FBI or something!! It straight up chilled me to the bone. #nosleep
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