Honestly I'm not even sure there is such a thing a female on female rape.
Trust me, there is such a thing. First off, you don't need to have a penis to penetrate someone. Second, rape does not necessarily include penetration. Third, women know all too well how to hurt each other, at a level probably few men can compete with. Finally, violence, cruelty and sadism are universal traits, which are far from just limited to men. Domestic violence, abuse and rape is something that occurs also among homosexuals. Try to search for such testimonies on the web, or you can try to ask around the gay community.
All I know is I don't get off on watching men having intercourse with women (it actually makes me nauseous)
Nauseous? Really, that bad?
Wow, okay. To be honest, I never watch "M/f vanilla" porn either. I like women, not men. But I like the look in a straight woman's eyes when she sees a handsome man. And sometimes, the "rawness" of man-woman intercourse, with a power play that is seldom as visible (although it occurs probably at the same intensity) between girls, does get me. I loved the sex scene in Cronenberg's
A History of Violence. One of my favorite sex scenes ever.
the thought of a man forcing himself on an unwilling woman makes me enraged.
Well... I like "rough sex" and roleplay within the frame of my consensual sexual life. It's awesome. I love the power play. As I am typing this, in fact, I am just out of playing with my wife just now, and our game did include some "sexual violence".
Real, actual rape though... I'm with you here: it's disgusting. Like torture, if you will, it's a horrendous crime. I like (tickle) torture, and torture scenes in movies (I am a big fan of those "interrogations", whippings and whatnot scenes)... but I sure as hell would find sickening to have to witness an
actual torture or mutilation session performed upon another human being. It's the difference between fantasy and reality; delightfully ambiguous. I've killed hundreds of "people" playing video games; it does not make me more of a murderer than my penchant for torture makes me a sexual offender