One thing for sure is that you have to follow your heart. Only you know that and can make that sort of important decisions. Different people look at life and the fun stuff differently. Take care of yourself and good luck
As far as I can figure, they must be jealous because you were able to have those ticklish footsies in your hands and she is going crazy with laughter. Which is wonderful. I say Keep Up The Good Work
Tam, you are a great writer but I have already told you that way before. Don't you ever stop writing. would be a total sin to not share your gift..........Deacon