You are neither one! Although, weird is awesome! Weird is good! I embrace all of my weirdness! Love it!
So... Oh the LER in me finds all ticklish men irresistible... ESPECIALLY the LERS who dish out so much punishment, and allow themselves to every once in awhile trust someone to tickle them. It is utter perfection! (To be clear, any man who consents to this experience is utter perfection, but the guys who are mainly LERS!!!! Oh! Be still my heart! �� ❤️ )
I agree with Kucheeku that it is all about trust. When you find someone you are comfortable with, and consent and negotiations are ironed out, it will be an interesting experience! Hopefully it'll be fun!
So nope! Not a coward! And definitely not weird!