I know this is a really old thread, but I am right there with you brother. I have had both a foot and tickling fetish since I can remember as well. I'm married to a wonderfully indulgent woman (maybe not as often with the tickling as I would like, but I get to tickle her feet in short bursts every now and again.) Even so, I struggle with avoiding the temptation to watch and pleasure myself to feet tickling pornography. I don't think I will ever feel differently about feet and tickling, but have been more motivated to war against the lustful temptations. Paul had a "thorn in the flesh" that God refused to remove. I feel as if this is something similar. I may never be rid of it, but if I will trust in Him, He is faithful to continue the good work He started within me. I would ask of your prayers to stay faithful, especially in these times. You have my prayers as well.