I am what I might call a closeted ler (female). There is one person in the world who knows of my tickling love, which is pretty amazing considering I'm 30 years old and have very close friendships, have had counselors, etc. I have only allowed myself to even think of posting on here for the last few weeks. Anyway, this has been a year of many "firsts" for me and becoming a bit more comfortable with this side of me ought to be another. I was hoping to chat with someone via email or whatnot, someone willing to be patient with me and help me explore some things. I have only ever been with someone who is willing (very generously) to participate in some of my tickling desires, but has no interest in it himself. And so I am fascinated by the thought that someone would be an actual lee. It's one thing to eat a delicious piece of chocolate with someone who thinks it's neutral-fine, but what in the world would it be like to eat a piece with someone who has the exact same obsession with chocolate? I'm not seeking hard-core erotic exchanges or anything. I would just love to ask some questions and hear some perspectives, particularly on the f/m side, but would be curious about f/f. Thanks!