I just felt like telling what's been taking me down for the last few months, and what better place than here, in a community?
I'm on the edge of having a mental breakdown, I'm even considering suicide, but I haven't found the 'courage' to go over to the act yet. My mom died last year and my life has been a hell ever since. Not that my family is to blame or anything, far from it. It's just that this lack of motherly affection slowly got the best of me. On top of that, every time I like a girl, she ends up ripping out my heart and cutting it to pieces. Not even one of them realising the impact of what they just did. My friends try to comfort me, but nothing helps. Considering my young age ( I'm 18 ), I really think I have a problem, but I don't want to go to a psychiatrist.
Just had to get that of my chest, I'm sorry I wasted some of your precious time.
I'm on the edge of having a mental breakdown, I'm even considering suicide, but I haven't found the 'courage' to go over to the act yet. My mom died last year and my life has been a hell ever since. Not that my family is to blame or anything, far from it. It's just that this lack of motherly affection slowly got the best of me. On top of that, every time I like a girl, she ends up ripping out my heart and cutting it to pieces. Not even one of them realising the impact of what they just did. My friends try to comfort me, but nothing helps. Considering my young age ( I'm 18 ), I really think I have a problem, but I don't want to go to a psychiatrist.
Just had to get that of my chest, I'm sorry I wasted some of your precious time.