3xPIN
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Weirdest thing happened today. (Maybe not the weirdest but highly unforeseen)
An ex-coworker of mine had a falling out a while back. Today, I saw her for the first time in the better part of a year. We have been talking on and off whilst on face book. We had some things to clear up about how we feel out.
Basically, she had a crush on me and I was afraid to make a move. I found her too sweet and innocent. Also, she is getting involved in her church and I didn't want to get her way. But, I was attracted to her. Cute, red-head, sweet, adorable laugh, short and curvy build. I tickled her once, (her sides were soft) and felt bad about it.
I didn't want to corrupt something so young and innocent. So I made the mistake of hanging out with my ex-gf who seduced me and gave me a hickey; I am weak. My coworker saw the mark and I explained where it came from. She told me she was disappointed in me and ignored me for months.
She regained her trust in me recently and admitted that she has a crush on me and when we went for ice cream (Before we stopped talking) she wished I had kissed her. I was afraid to meet her because since we stopped talking I have become a bit decadent. But I explained some things about how I feel about her and some of my fears about being intimate. Then I told her that there were certain things I needed to tell her face to face. I couldn't tell her over the phone or via facebook something so intimate. So, today we met at a park, I brought blt's, we hung out, we sat down, ate, talked and I finally bit the bullet. I took a deep breath and told her I have a tickling fetish. She listened, nibbled at her blt and gave no signs of reaction. I bashfully explained how tickling turns me on and that I visit websites that involve adult tickle content and allow me to communicate with others.
Then I explained how I met others with like minded ideals and also enjoy tickling. Then I told her about our meetings. I didn't go into extreme detail, but I told her about the people I had met. I also apologized for the time I tickled her and she said not to worry about it ( she told me she enjoyed all of the encounter before with a "
" ). She didn't seem to mind at all and said she wasn't as judgmental as she used to be and was more forgiving. We changed subjects. I then felt very relieved and happy to both get it off my chest and that she still wanted to hang out. She said she needed to let me know how she felt about it.
We went back to our cars and said our goodbyes. Just as she opened the door something dawned on me. I asked her about something she said once on facebook in regards to getting a footrub. She said if I rubbed her feet the wrong way it would tickle. I mentioned that I knew she didn't like to be tickled (She said when I did tickle her, "Don't you dare! I hate being tickled!" only she said it, "Tyckuld" and smiled widely. This had a feeling of, "I dare you! I am ticklish! And I love the attention!" ) But when I mentioned that she said, "Actually, I liked being tickled. But that is a story for another day." I asked what she meant by that.
Her answer was a smile, then she met my eye and said, "I am like you; I like tickling."
....................................................
"...What?"
"I am like you, I just never seeked it out with others."
I was sent reeling. I couldn't believe it. It was too good to be true. I need time to process this. And I told her such. Mind you, I believe her, just not it. She explained that was why she took it so well and that is she just didn't know how to respond. Then I was lost and she laughed at inability to accept what I was processing.
We said see ya later and I stumbled to my car. My mind is blown. She said we will talk again soon.
Thoughts?
*note: read my new post a few down for more details
An ex-coworker of mine had a falling out a while back. Today, I saw her for the first time in the better part of a year. We have been talking on and off whilst on face book. We had some things to clear up about how we feel out.
Basically, she had a crush on me and I was afraid to make a move. I found her too sweet and innocent. Also, she is getting involved in her church and I didn't want to get her way. But, I was attracted to her. Cute, red-head, sweet, adorable laugh, short and curvy build. I tickled her once, (her sides were soft) and felt bad about it.
I didn't want to corrupt something so young and innocent. So I made the mistake of hanging out with my ex-gf who seduced me and gave me a hickey; I am weak. My coworker saw the mark and I explained where it came from. She told me she was disappointed in me and ignored me for months.
She regained her trust in me recently and admitted that she has a crush on me and when we went for ice cream (Before we stopped talking) she wished I had kissed her. I was afraid to meet her because since we stopped talking I have become a bit decadent. But I explained some things about how I feel about her and some of my fears about being intimate. Then I told her that there were certain things I needed to tell her face to face. I couldn't tell her over the phone or via facebook something so intimate. So, today we met at a park, I brought blt's, we hung out, we sat down, ate, talked and I finally bit the bullet. I took a deep breath and told her I have a tickling fetish. She listened, nibbled at her blt and gave no signs of reaction. I bashfully explained how tickling turns me on and that I visit websites that involve adult tickle content and allow me to communicate with others.
Then I explained how I met others with like minded ideals and also enjoy tickling. Then I told her about our meetings. I didn't go into extreme detail, but I told her about the people I had met. I also apologized for the time I tickled her and she said not to worry about it ( she told me she enjoyed all of the encounter before with a "
" ). She didn't seem to mind at all and said she wasn't as judgmental as she used to be and was more forgiving. We changed subjects. I then felt very relieved and happy to both get it off my chest and that she still wanted to hang out. She said she needed to let me know how she felt about it.We went back to our cars and said our goodbyes. Just as she opened the door something dawned on me. I asked her about something she said once on facebook in regards to getting a footrub. She said if I rubbed her feet the wrong way it would tickle. I mentioned that I knew she didn't like to be tickled (She said when I did tickle her, "Don't you dare! I hate being tickled!" only she said it, "Tyckuld" and smiled widely. This had a feeling of, "I dare you! I am ticklish! And I love the attention!" ) But when I mentioned that she said, "Actually, I liked being tickled. But that is a story for another day." I asked what she meant by that.
Her answer was a smile, then she met my eye and said, "I am like you; I like tickling."
....................................................
"...What?"
"I am like you, I just never seeked it out with others."
I was sent reeling. I couldn't believe it. It was too good to be true. I need time to process this. And I told her such. Mind you, I believe her, just not it. She explained that was why she took it so well and that is she just didn't know how to respond. Then I was lost and she laughed at inability to accept what I was processing.
We said see ya later and I stumbled to my car. My mind is blown. She said we will talk again soon.
Thoughts?
*note: read my new post a few down for more details
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I am genuinely happy for you!
