I am in your same situation....and yes, it´s a very, very, very frustrating feeling, to watch so many tickling videos and not be able to tickle any girls, sometimes I think I might go crazy if I don´t tickle some female feet soon....but my situation is quite peculiar, because I have an exclusive foot/tickling fetish, there´s no other way I can get aroused....so, I just don´t know what´s the best thing to do.