YouNeverKnow175
TMF Master
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I'm sure this has been discussed before, but I'm curious about people's experience. Mainly I'm asking people who are in serious, long-term, committed relationships - does your Significant Other know about your activity on the TMF? I imagine this is unique in every relationship and is never black and white, but maybe breaks down into categories something like this:
a) My partner is on the TMF too.
b) My partner knows about the TMF and embraces me being on it.
c) My partner knows about the TMF and doesn't like it but accepts it.
d) My partner doesn't know about the TMF but I don't really do anything "naughty" on here, it's more for community and discussion.
e) My partner doesn't know about the TMF and it's probably a good thing, because (s)he wouldn't want to know what I do on here.
I ask because I'm in a loving relationship with a wonderful girl who embraces my tickling fetish and is pretty liberal-minded when it comes to sexuality. She has said to me that she believes looking at porn is a natural, healthy thing for all human beings - men and women - and is certainly not conventional or conservative in most ways. She does, however, have a mean jealous streak, which is the main reason why I haven't told her much about the TMF.
I think she understands the "porn" piece - looking at tickling pictures and videos or reading stories - and while she may not completely be thrilled about the idea of me doing that, I think she probably has some sense that I do and is okay with that.
The "discussion/community" piece is an evolving one for me - I'm posting more these days than I used to, and am starting to see that this forum offers something in the way of self-understanding - or at least some aspect of community to discuss something that I'm incredibly passionate about and is a huge part of me, but none of my "vanilla" friends can relate to. My girlfriend would probably understand this piece too, if I explained it.
I've posted a few true stories about her and I'm not sure how she'd feel about that - I'd never ever post a pic or video or use her real name - and I basically feel driven/inspired to do it because I feel that only people who are into tickling could possibly understand how amazing some of the tickling experiences I've heard about or had are. I'm also pretty sure she would NOT like that I've occasionally posted stories about past gf's - mostly posted before I was with her, I think.
I also am pretty sure she would not be into me chatting - which she's expressed to me before - it's something I do rarely and when I do it, again, it's pretty much always about her and stories about her these days - something about that I'm just into right now. I'm never chatting to actually meet up with someone, and very rarely these days is it even to get off on thoughts about the person I'm actually chatting with. Again, it's more like community/sharing experiences....with certainly a sexual edge.
So I'm curious what others think....about your own situations, and about my situation. I'm not necessarily looking for moral counseling here, but more wanting to hear about how other genuine human relationships are working. I think I've often idealized relationships in the sense of never wanting to hide anything and always being completely true/faithful....and I still feel that way - but I also want to be realistic and not naive. On the one hand, someone could see my TMF activity as a "secret life", on the other hand, you could say it's totally normal and healthy - and fine not to share with my girlfriend.
Thanks for reading.
a) My partner is on the TMF too.
b) My partner knows about the TMF and embraces me being on it.
c) My partner knows about the TMF and doesn't like it but accepts it.
d) My partner doesn't know about the TMF but I don't really do anything "naughty" on here, it's more for community and discussion.
e) My partner doesn't know about the TMF and it's probably a good thing, because (s)he wouldn't want to know what I do on here.
I ask because I'm in a loving relationship with a wonderful girl who embraces my tickling fetish and is pretty liberal-minded when it comes to sexuality. She has said to me that she believes looking at porn is a natural, healthy thing for all human beings - men and women - and is certainly not conventional or conservative in most ways. She does, however, have a mean jealous streak, which is the main reason why I haven't told her much about the TMF.
I think she understands the "porn" piece - looking at tickling pictures and videos or reading stories - and while she may not completely be thrilled about the idea of me doing that, I think she probably has some sense that I do and is okay with that.
The "discussion/community" piece is an evolving one for me - I'm posting more these days than I used to, and am starting to see that this forum offers something in the way of self-understanding - or at least some aspect of community to discuss something that I'm incredibly passionate about and is a huge part of me, but none of my "vanilla" friends can relate to. My girlfriend would probably understand this piece too, if I explained it.
I've posted a few true stories about her and I'm not sure how she'd feel about that - I'd never ever post a pic or video or use her real name - and I basically feel driven/inspired to do it because I feel that only people who are into tickling could possibly understand how amazing some of the tickling experiences I've heard about or had are. I'm also pretty sure she would NOT like that I've occasionally posted stories about past gf's - mostly posted before I was with her, I think.
I also am pretty sure she would not be into me chatting - which she's expressed to me before - it's something I do rarely and when I do it, again, it's pretty much always about her and stories about her these days - something about that I'm just into right now. I'm never chatting to actually meet up with someone, and very rarely these days is it even to get off on thoughts about the person I'm actually chatting with. Again, it's more like community/sharing experiences....with certainly a sexual edge.
So I'm curious what others think....about your own situations, and about my situation. I'm not necessarily looking for moral counseling here, but more wanting to hear about how other genuine human relationships are working. I think I've often idealized relationships in the sense of never wanting to hide anything and always being completely true/faithful....and I still feel that way - but I also want to be realistic and not naive. On the one hand, someone could see my TMF activity as a "secret life", on the other hand, you could say it's totally normal and healthy - and fine not to share with my girlfriend.
Thanks for reading.