a confession because i hate deceit, and yet i did it..

[isabeau]

i had promised my husband never to post here again..and i meant to keep that promise..however i did something i shouldn't have..i came as someone else to prove to myself that what everyone said was right and i was wrong..so i created innocentsexcat for one purpose only...however i allowed it to go too far....after i had done what i intended to do as her i meant to leave and not come back..but i got caught up in being her and kept coming back..i never meant to let it get so far out of hand..there are those i must publicly apologize to...and if they want to pm me as innocent and yell and cuss me to high heaven well it's more than i deserve..i deserve everything thrown at me and more..i always hated when others created multiple nick names..and yet i did it myself..i did it for a personal reason true, but then it should have stopped right there..

to TickleMeister, and Tat i apologize for deceiving you..to Unclebill i apologize also..i really thought you knew it was me,Unclebill..since what i had meant to prove didn't work anyway...

anyway innocentsexcat and isabeau are both deserving of everyone's hate and flaming..

i just had to get over something..and that was the only way i thought i could do it..

saying sorry doesn't help..believe me i know...so what will work best is for me to leave as both..

what everyone says about me is not nearly as bad as what i'm thinking about myself right now and ever since i first created her..

it was fun for a bit, but not for long as i am not a deceitful person in general..it's true what they say...o what a tangled web we weave..

 

[maniactickler]

I suspected as much.

 

[tickles]

Isabeau,

This thread is confusing. The statements about not coming here because of your husband....and then about having to prove something wrong......I guess others here will know what you are talking about. If you meant for that information to be understood by all......we need more details if you care to share......

Otherwise, I'm glad you are here.....Innocentsexcat was annoying....Isabeau, I've always liked...

Welcome back I think....are you back?

 

[Tickle_Demoness]

Hmm

Isabeau is my favorite! Innocentsexcat....I kept my mouth shut....but that whole third person thing bothered the everliving hell out of me! GAH! But I still love Isabeau!

 

[Banshee]

Well

The only person you deceived is your husband, the rest are merely electrons transmitted via a monitor. Have you apologized to HIM?

 

[tunces]

Wow!!!!

Boy, I am stupid, LOL. I fell for that one, you got me Isabeau.😱😱

 

[tunces]

wow

Just alittle confused why you had to prove something??? Not sure what that was all about???

 

[milagros317]

I never knew it was you, you had me fooled. 😱
Don't think too badly of yourself, dear Isabeau.

 

[Scouse]

The purrrrrring was annoying as hell, but whatever.

We love you Iz!

 

[RavenMoon]

The only people you need to apologize to are your husband and yourself.

I hope whatever difficulty you were going through can be worked through and resolved for you. I know very well how hard it can be when there are falsities involved. In the end, facing them is all you really can do.

I wish you strength and courage to be as you must be. To be yourself.

Best wishes to you and yours.

 

[tunces]

hey

Yeah, raven and others are right, apologize to your husband. I was just stupid and gullible, LOL.

 

[Dussicar]

What's really freaky is that, for some reason, I knew you were the same person.

It just seemed too much like you.

 

[lk70]

HAHAHA How interesting that I'm not the only one who didn't think much of innocentsexcat but like Isabeau. Doesn't that prove just how inaccurately an online profile can represent someone?

 

[taptoematt]

No more Innocentsexcat ? I loved Innocentsexcat. She was exciting,fresh and yes , sometimes annoying, but it was fun to read her posts. How can I continue to stay on this Forum without her? Life will not be the same.

 

[Tickler Bart]

I think that you should let us tie & tickle you all we want as punishment for your deception. GET 'HER!

 

[TonyInMyThroat]

I wonder what Jimmy thinks?

 

[RavenMoon]

I think that you should let us tie & tickle you all we want as punishment for your deception. GET 'HER!

I second this idea! I'll bring the rope!

 

[Iluv2Btickled]

You see? It's people and things like this that make me soo hesitant and cautious to go to NEST or meet someone in person from on here.


But whatever. Isabeau, innocentkitty or whomever the hell you are, I hope you feel better now that you've let it all out.

 

[kered]

Izzy told me what she was doing when she started the obnoxious Kitty. That's why I never posted in those threads. Not for what she was trying to do or find out, but I find the third person way of speaking annoying as hell and I'm too old for that shit now. If I wanted purrrrrrrfection in this way of speaking I'd watch re-runs of Batman with Eartha Kitt as Catwoman. Thank God Kitty is dead!! I prefer Isabeau. Just Isabeau. Isabeau.

 

[Bugman]

To be honest i had a weird feeling about the whole thing,but i thought it might be a guy.

 

[Scouse]

You see? It's people and things like this that make me soo hesitant and cautious to go to NEST or meet someone in person from on here.

Of course you should he hesitant and cautious, its the internet!

 

[Bugman]

NEST or meet someone in person from on here.

NEST,or a gathering,is the safest possible way to meet people from the forum.

 

[RUNOFFSTAGE]

To live as you learn.. I don't think anyone in here can say they've not done things they regret today. Just accept that you did something somewhat stupid (but still, that cat was kind of cute ;D) and go on with your life with your head high. You have apologized and that takes more courage than most people have. We will all still like you, as Isabeau

 

[jj82277]

this scares the heck out of me. the concept of being married and vulnerable.

you see i am still very young and idealistic. i still think that everyone else uses this sight as a means to find a longterm monogomous tickle partner and once married will have little use for it other than to talk about religion and politics.

 

[Iwon'tgrowup]

Just take care of yourself, your feelings, your heart. Hopefully, your husband will take care of them, too. Don't beat yourself up. Life does a good job of that already.