Another Closet Regret

[mustang]

I'll try not to bore you with my f**k ups from my closet days, but this one is a spectacular screw up. I knew a pretty blonde and went by her apartment for a visit. While we were sitting on her couch shooting the breeze, she put her stockinged feet in my lap and then proceeded to tell me about a strange encounter that she had had at a public swimming pool. She said that some guy came up to her and told her that he loved to look at pretty feet and asked if she would mind if he stared at her feet for a while. She let him do so. I asked if he tried to tickle her feet, but she said no that he just wanted to stare at them for a while. I was sweating bullets with her feet in my lap, but just didn't want to come out at that time. I knew if I started tickling her feet, I would want to remove her stockings and then I would probably get all shaky and pervy while tickling her. I could just imagine her telling others about it. By the way, she went to my high school and was a year older. We knew lots of folks in common. Another thing that probably precipitated her bold move of putting her feet in my lap is that I tickled the feet of quite a few girls in high school and she had probably caught wind of my predilections. Like I said once before I was pretty schizophrenic about coming out of the closet to act out my foot tickle thing, but most of the time I would suffer silently in the closet. This was one of those times. I left her apartment and went home for a j/o session...what a cop

 

[Em Es]

Who knows?

mustang, sometimes I get self-conscious about tickling, too. But who knows if the blonde pulled that move based on something she heard about you. What the hell, I'd try to see hear again. Maybe she'll give you another chance.

You're out of high school now, right? How often do you see anyone from those days? Besides, if they're you're friends they won't give you a hard time about it. And if they're not your friends, fuck 'em.

While it's never happened to me, I've fantasized about tickle gossip resulting in a girl trying to get me to tickle her. God knows I tickled plenty of girls in high school and especially college. I've thought to myself, "Maybe some girl who heard a friend talk about getting tickled by me will want me to do it to her." Again, mustang, how do you know the blonde wasn't trying to get something going based on your reputation?

 

[Speedbump]

One good thing about age is that you learn to control your sexual urges to a degree better than earlier in life. For me, if a situation like this arose, I would take her feet and tickle and pass it off as playful fun, but I know back in High School I either would have done nothing for fear of ridicule, or I would've made things awkward. lol

So I understand exactly where you're coming from, and I have similar experiences that I just can't seem to recollect in their entirety, or I'd post about them.

 

[BMoreTklr]

Not sure how long out of high school you are Mustang, but it was high school. Learn from it, move on. Unless you saw that as the potential lee, gf and ultimately wifey material, why keep kicking yourself?

 

[Speedbump]

So what your really saying is that when you were younger you would have had a better time?

Because from what the OP said, this girl obviously knew he was into feet and liked tickling them as a sexual thing - so if you were in this situation you would play it off so you do not get the full enjoyment that you can?

T_T

What I said is back in high school I might have acted weird and creeped her out while doing it, or something else. Now I can control it so I don't act awkward so little opportunities like this won't be missed!. 😛

 

[milagros317]

Most of us can think of lots of missed opportunities. Don't dwell on them; look to the future. 😀