I've been quietly viewing this thread, without any comment, and I'm going to try and make my point with the intent of not insulting the OP, or breaking any Golden Rules. That having been said..
You're.. 19, and these are your thoughts? You have your whole life ahead of you. I'm 41, I take care of my mother who has cancer, sit on the road with her six hours a week for her to get the proper cancer treatment, and, after having my life ravaged and derailed by my father, I will now be forced to uproot my life for almost two months, and support my mom, who is extremely fragile, due to her treatment, and the idea of having to relocate.. guess what? I would never think of comtemplating what you are.
It sounds like a cliche.. but in all seriousness.. where there is life.. there is hope.
If I was in your position, I would seriously attempt to find something with purpose. There are many charitable causes that can make a person feel so worthwhile. Things like Circle K, Kuwanis, or another charitable orginization. Also, if you are having these thoughts, I would suggest you try to find counesling, either group, or individual. Sometimes there are places that offer counesling for free or low rates, if you cant afford it.
I dont like to sound like I'm preaching, and I saw the OP's reply to someone who suggested a constructive road. Ultimately, no one can force you to do anything.. but.. I would seriously consider the fact that you only live once. Don't make a decision which could permanently adversely affect your life, or, heaven forbid, worse.
I seriously hope you reconsider what you originally planned.
Mitch
You're.. 19, and these are your thoughts? You have your whole life ahead of you. I'm 41, I take care of my mother who has cancer, sit on the road with her six hours a week for her to get the proper cancer treatment, and, after having my life ravaged and derailed by my father, I will now be forced to uproot my life for almost two months, and support my mom, who is extremely fragile, due to her treatment, and the idea of having to relocate.. guess what? I would never think of comtemplating what you are.
It sounds like a cliche.. but in all seriousness.. where there is life.. there is hope.
If I was in your position, I would seriously attempt to find something with purpose. There are many charitable causes that can make a person feel so worthwhile. Things like Circle K, Kuwanis, or another charitable orginization. Also, if you are having these thoughts, I would suggest you try to find counesling, either group, or individual. Sometimes there are places that offer counesling for free or low rates, if you cant afford it.
I dont like to sound like I'm preaching, and I saw the OP's reply to someone who suggested a constructive road. Ultimately, no one can force you to do anything.. but.. I would seriously consider the fact that you only live once. Don't make a decision which could permanently adversely affect your life, or, heaven forbid, worse.
I seriously hope you reconsider what you originally planned.
Mitch
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