Awaiting Punishment

[grandizer]

Hey all you Lee's. Since I've always been a Ler I was wondering if you could describe the feelings you get just before a tickle session.

How do you feel when you know it's going to happen?

What goes through your head as your legs and arms are bound?

Are there butterflies in your stomach? Are you excited? Scared?

Do you take a deep breath just as the Ler is about to gently touch your sensitive skin?

 

[TickledToDeath]

If I am told what is to be done and for how long....prior to...even well before....it ads the the psychological aspect....building up as the time grows near!

 

[rhiannon]

How do you feel when you know it's going to happen?

Horny as hell.

What goes through your head as your legs and arms are bound?

Nothing. All the blood is down south and I don't have enough left in my brain to think.

Are there butterflies in your stomach? Are you excited? Scared?

I'm horny. What should I be scared of? There's always the safeword! 🙂 Fear and sex doesn't mix very well IMHO.

 

[Jinkies1921]

That's an intersting question. For me, as much as I love being tickled, there's always a feeling of trepidation beforehand. "No, I don't want to be tied/pinned down and tickled." But I eventually give in. Bondage has always been something that I'm a little apprehensive about; I don't like (or don't admittedly like) the feeling of helplessness, but I suppose being tickled is the only exception.
As my wrists are tied, or I'm forced to keep my arms above/behind my head, the excitement builds, I get goosebumps and butterflies in my stomach. Finally secure and as the person is looking as me like they're trying to decide where to start, my eyes are clenched shut and I bite my bottom lip to keep the nervous giggles subdued. Where ever they place their fingers first, a muscle spasm spreads from that area all the way though my body; I'm tense, my fists clench, and (so I've been told) a big goofy smile speads across my face. Depending on where I'm tickled, it's all chocolate cake from there.

 

[Sunriseticklee]

I feel sheer excitement. I could barely contain myself at the gathering while waiting for my turn to get tickled..... It's just a want that it felt and it grows and grows right until all the bondage is set and then-----

ADRENALINE, NERVOUSNESS, SHYNESS, WORRY- I immediately change my mind, remind myself that I am just too ticklish for this, wonder why of all the crazy- ridiculous- stupid.... AHHHHHHHHHHH! Don't tickle me! Tickle ME! NO STOP IT!

That's basically what I go through. It's kind of like how I felt before the gun went off in every race I ran in track. My adrenaline pumping so hard that I can feel it pounding in my hands- a dull ache of anticipation, mouth dry, a little tremble, the wind in my hair, my opponents in my dust- Sigh

I love being tickled.

 

[Skipadeedoodah]

It depends on how well prepared I think I am mentally. If I feel like I pretty much know what to expect, then I'm excited and fairly relaxed. If I'm not sure what to expect or things take a turn that I'm unprepared for, I feel super panicky.

Bondage puts me in a totally different headspace. It doesn't matter if there are 10 people physically holding me down - it's nothing like actual bondage. Bondage makes me feel very nervous because even if I've sessioned with the ler a million times, you just never know what could happen, and you have absolutely zero control. If I'm being held down by people I still feel like I have some control somewhere, like I could get free if I really wanted to - even if that's totally not accurate at all.

Mostly I just try to focus and mentally prepare myself for my ordeal LOL Tickling is a very mental thing for me. If I can control myself mentally, I feel like I can control myself more physically and it becomes much more tolerable, and I could go on forever. If my focus is broken, though - someone really gets inside my head and I get to a point where I feel like I have no idea what to expect or I have actually really lost the little bit of control I felt like I had - it's madness I tell you.