OffSeasonSwallow
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First (and hopefully not last) time posting here. I just wanted to air out some thoughts I've been having. They are kind of intense and a little nsfw so don't read if you don't want that
So my dream session (never had one yet) is pretty standard. Being tied to a bed with my wrists and ankles, maybe just in my underwear, and teased and tickled, slowly at first but then faster, but never going over the limit. And if it is crossed I safeword out and me and my ler share the rest of the time together, maybe watch a movie while I rest up after I take a shower.
I think this is pretty normal as dreams/fantasies go.
But then there is another vision that can't seem to leave my mind.
One where I'm not just tied to the bedposts, one where the bed has an elaborate bondage strap harness. My wrists, biceps, waist, thighs, ankles, even forehead, all strapped down tight and kept still. I can move barely an inch. And it's not uncomfortable, just... restrictive.
And a blindfold, of course. And a gag. And maybe even earplugs, just to really complete the picture.
Oh, and I'm fully naked.
And in this vision I'm still just me with little experience. I don't know how I ended up here. But I knew what I was signing up for, which is to be totally undone with tickling. And maybe, as the last strap is tightened and my mouth filled by the gag, I start to regret some things... But it's too late now. I'm committed. I agreed that the Ler shouldn't stop no matter what. Oh god, why did I agree...
And in this position I'm subjected to the most exhaustive tickling of my LIFE. Before this the longest I've been tickled was for 2 minutes straight. Here, for hours and hours...
My armpits, my most ticklish spot, stroked with fingers. Sometimes gently, barely grazing them, sometimes digging into the skin where my breast meets my torso. Making me shake with laughter, making me silent laugh at times. My belly, teased up and down before the Ler digs into my hips, and then starts counting my ribs one by one... My feet put into stocks, toes pulled back and spread one by one, soles oiled up and brushed down mercilessly as combs are pulled between my toes mercilessly.
And I laugh, and about 10 minutes in I begin to beg through the gag because it's too much, I need a break. 20 minutes in tears start flowing from underneath the blindfold, because I just cannot handle even a second longer, I shouldn't have agreed to this, I didn't know I was THIS ticklish. But it just keeps going...
Thighs and inner thighs, knees, armpits, neck, ears, nose, belly, sides, hips, ribs, forearms, feet, toes, breasts, nipples, all of it is subjected to tickling one by one. And then at one hour in... Even more Lers join in. They make sure that every part of my body is taken care of at the same time. They restrain my hands, splaying out my fingers to get at the ticklish surface of the palm. They replace my gag with a complicated one that pulls out my tongue, because it turns out that my tongue and roof of my mouth is incredibly ticklish as well. Hell, even my cheeks and forehead are decently ticklish... And no ticklish part of me can be wasted.
I try to break free but I can't. I try to beg but I can't. All I can do is laugh, and scream, and cry, and beg, and try my hardest to get through this even as I feel I'm losing my mind. Every time I think it can't get any worse it somehow does. They give me little breaks sometimes just to prevent me from passing out but that somehow makes it even worse when they start up again.
And so I entertain this vision of mine. I never would want to go through it actually, of course. Of course. But... It's in my head, and it's not leaving. And something about it just draws me in so. To just let go... To experience the most intense experience my body can offer...
How would I be after it? Would I be unraveled? Would I be broken? Would I persevere and get out stronger than before? Would I... once all is said and done... crave even more?
Have you ever had similar fantasies?
So my dream session (never had one yet) is pretty standard. Being tied to a bed with my wrists and ankles, maybe just in my underwear, and teased and tickled, slowly at first but then faster, but never going over the limit. And if it is crossed I safeword out and me and my ler share the rest of the time together, maybe watch a movie while I rest up after I take a shower.
I think this is pretty normal as dreams/fantasies go.
But then there is another vision that can't seem to leave my mind.
One where I'm not just tied to the bedposts, one where the bed has an elaborate bondage strap harness. My wrists, biceps, waist, thighs, ankles, even forehead, all strapped down tight and kept still. I can move barely an inch. And it's not uncomfortable, just... restrictive.
And a blindfold, of course. And a gag. And maybe even earplugs, just to really complete the picture.
Oh, and I'm fully naked.
And in this vision I'm still just me with little experience. I don't know how I ended up here. But I knew what I was signing up for, which is to be totally undone with tickling. And maybe, as the last strap is tightened and my mouth filled by the gag, I start to regret some things... But it's too late now. I'm committed. I agreed that the Ler shouldn't stop no matter what. Oh god, why did I agree...
And in this position I'm subjected to the most exhaustive tickling of my LIFE. Before this the longest I've been tickled was for 2 minutes straight. Here, for hours and hours...
My armpits, my most ticklish spot, stroked with fingers. Sometimes gently, barely grazing them, sometimes digging into the skin where my breast meets my torso. Making me shake with laughter, making me silent laugh at times. My belly, teased up and down before the Ler digs into my hips, and then starts counting my ribs one by one... My feet put into stocks, toes pulled back and spread one by one, soles oiled up and brushed down mercilessly as combs are pulled between my toes mercilessly.
And I laugh, and about 10 minutes in I begin to beg through the gag because it's too much, I need a break. 20 minutes in tears start flowing from underneath the blindfold, because I just cannot handle even a second longer, I shouldn't have agreed to this, I didn't know I was THIS ticklish. But it just keeps going...
Thighs and inner thighs, knees, armpits, neck, ears, nose, belly, sides, hips, ribs, forearms, feet, toes, breasts, nipples, all of it is subjected to tickling one by one. And then at one hour in... Even more Lers join in. They make sure that every part of my body is taken care of at the same time. They restrain my hands, splaying out my fingers to get at the ticklish surface of the palm. They replace my gag with a complicated one that pulls out my tongue, because it turns out that my tongue and roof of my mouth is incredibly ticklish as well. Hell, even my cheeks and forehead are decently ticklish... And no ticklish part of me can be wasted.
I try to break free but I can't. I try to beg but I can't. All I can do is laugh, and scream, and cry, and beg, and try my hardest to get through this even as I feel I'm losing my mind. Every time I think it can't get any worse it somehow does. They give me little breaks sometimes just to prevent me from passing out but that somehow makes it even worse when they start up again.
And so I entertain this vision of mine. I never would want to go through it actually, of course. Of course. But... It's in my head, and it's not leaving. And something about it just draws me in so. To just let go... To experience the most intense experience my body can offer...
How would I be after it? Would I be unraveled? Would I be broken? Would I persevere and get out stronger than before? Would I... once all is said and done... crave even more?
Have you ever had similar fantasies?




