Yes, I have... quite recently in fact.
🙂 I make a habit of playing pretty hard on a regular basis, but this one felt subtly psychologically different to me, enough for me to bother thinking it through and writing it down.
I'd recently complained to my 'ler that I don't get into the tickling as much when I can move around in my bonds, and I think he took particular note of that message when figuring out how to tie me this week.

He bound my wrists together and over my head. Then he tied each of my ankles, with my heels dangling over the edge of my double bed - not spread enough to hurt, but enough to stretch my inner thighs a bit, and for me to feel quite exposed.

I pulled at my bonds a little, just to test them out... and I really felt like I couldn't move, hardly at all. That feeling alone started moving me towards that zone.
Generally speaking, I perceive the experience of being tickled as those little light touches building into a sort of craziness inside me, which dissapates in a very fun way through all my squirming and laughter. When he started tickling me this time... it took a lot less to get me going than usual. I like to hold my laughter in at first, and let that tension build... but I found that I couldn't, not this time. I think as the tickling drove me slowly crazy, I was missing my usual squirming, thrashing outlet for dissapating that tension, when I couldn't find even that tiniest bit of relief I can often grab by struggling in my bonds, even when it's futile.
So all I could do was laugh! There were moments where I literally felt like
I couldn't laugh hard enough to get all that craziness out. It was a feeling reminiscent of standing back watching a kitchen sink with a stuck faucet, filling with water faster than it could drain out. I even felt the tiniest bit panicky at a few points, as I wondered what it would mean if my psyche "overflowed."
This feeling of helplessness, and helplessness against the helplessness, was a pretty unique thrill for me. There was just something about the way I was tied, and being tickled, and my state of mind. That combination of factors also made me incredibly vulnerable to all the sensual teasing my 'ler mixed in with the tickling... either one alone would have been overwhelming, but together..... I have to say, I have rarely felt so.... I don't know. Mind-blown.
😛
Anyway... seriously, it was fantastic. Well worth reminiscing about.
