Well you have made a positive first step by posting and opening up to this community. The next step is to keep posting and thus become more of a part of it. Very few of us either tickle or are tickled as much as we would like, yet we all still enjoy reading about it, discussing it, looking at pictures and clips of it (there is nothing wrong with ticking by proxy). Further steps may be gaining in confidence and making friends online (make or female) attending parties etc.
Also my new girlfriend (since May) confessed something to me when we first met, at which point I reciprocated with my tickle thing. This completely threw her for a bit, combined with the (then) fact that she appeared to have the most unticklish body on planet Earth, made me feel all my Tickle action would have to stay confined to the TMF. However since then I have succeeded in making both her feet and bottom ticklish. Now she doesn't think it weird at all, but for her it is an enjoyable part of foreplay.
Anyway welcome, and hope that helps.