Not Alone

[Johnny21]

Hello all!I would like to write down something about myself.I love tickling,and nobody knew it until two years ago.Even I found it out at the age of 15 perhaps.And that day (not when I was 15,but two years ago) I thought I could share my "fantasies" with my best friend.I thought he would agree with me or just would be surprised.But it was worse...
I showed some tickling pics to him after watching some porn pics,and his reaction surprised me so much...he laughed...at me...like I was a freak or something.It was sooo bad.I pretended like I didn't care about it,but I was so embarassed.If my best friend laughs at this,what would others say?So I have kept my little secret for myself,and only to 1 or 2 girlfriends of mine.But I have to keep it in secret in front of my own brother too.So I am only able to visit this site when he is away.Even NOW he isn't at home,that's why I can write this thread.
It is weird,huh?My brother once found the tickling pics I've downloaded,and after that he asked WHY I have downloaded them.Well,the reason is simple,for me,but not for him.If he would laugh at me too,I would be sooo embarassed.So I am keeping my fetish in secret.I made a CD from tickling vids,but I hid that in my room.And every time I am visiting these kind of sites,I delete the history of the internet on my coumputer.Just think about it:every time +10 minutes work to be calm.After writing this I will do that again.
I hope that soon I will have a girlfriend who I trust so much that I can share my fantasies with...cause others can laugh at me but they will never take my dreams away...

 

[Johnny21]

And after this story I would like to know that if I am alone with keeping my fetish as a secret?

 

[nessonite1]

Certainly not. Many many people keep it a secret from friends, family, and even lovers. Some people are comfortable with keeping it to themselves and others feel like they are going to explode.
Very few people share it with anyone they don't have an intimate relationship with.

 

[Vyse]

I am exactly the same man, however, imagine having to hide your secret for 15 years, i was around 5 when i discovered that i liked tickling i didnt even know the meaning of the word fetish or had even heard it before, but i knew how i felt and i knew others wouldnt understand so i kept it hidden, i used to live at home with my sisters who shared my computer so I too had to dele all the internet browser records and stuff everytime i surfed the net. My sister actually found one of the links to a tickling site, and she asked me what it was, i blamed it on my friend who always comes over to access the net and stuff and i never heard anything from that since, she may or may not know, but as far as im concerned, she doesnt! And now im free cuz livin on campus at uni so only i use the pc now. I dont care how close they are to me, i will tell no one, they dont need to know so why should they? Only if i find that special someone i would then get the courage to tell her about it but no one else! except you guys of course 😀

 

[Red_Butler]

If you want to hide your fetish for your family, I posted some tips at:

http://www.tickletheater.com/showthread.php?t=12652

 

[His Divine Shadow]

I keep it bottled up. No ones knows, or will know. My being weird and generally hostile to human contact anyway helps keep people distant and unquestioning.