"At the end of each program, I actually feel enervated."
While that's the way all things religious make me feel, I think the word you want is "energized." To feel enervated is to feel the life sucked out of you and be rendered weak and feeble. It's not fair; "enervate" sounds too bubbly to have such a flat meaning, but it does.
One could get the impression from this thread that gays are demanding their own TV channel. What is really happening is that advertisers are demanding a more targeted way to reach the gay consumer. With more disposable income to spend on higher luxury goods and services, gays are the coveted target of industries like technology, finance and investment, automotive, travel, home improvement and entertainment.
Gay consumers are trendsetters in areas beyond style and fashion. They are among the first to adopt new technology and seek product upgrades. They are also brand-loyal to marketers who support nonprofit organizations serving the gay and lesbian community (aka corporate philanthropy marketing).
Here is a partial list of blue chip advertisers already actively courting gay consumers: American Express, IBM, General Motors, Subaru, Johnson & Johnson, United Airlines, Seagram, Bank of America, Virgin Atlantic Airlines, Gap, Levi-Strauss, Alamo Rent-A-Car, Samsung, and Universal Studios. They represent the industries that stand to profit the most from a gay television channel. Whatever community building and influence that gays and lesbians will get out of it is secondary at best.