Why rant of doom? Because everything I do is "of doom" of course 😉 . It's like this: "I only told your sister i was moving to get you to call me" . What kind of low bs is that?! I would be lying if i said i didn't care what happens to this "oh so wonderful" ex of mine. It cuts like sharpened spoon into the heart to hear someone's misery and to know you're the cause of it, that your actions can change that misery into something a little more bearable. I probably had one the most agonizing relationships of anyone i know, as i look back on the years. Lots of various kinds of pain. Why do they always claim they'll be better next time? Why the hell can't someone just be better the first time?! Why do i still feel that slight pull to believe this line of crap? Maybe it's the whole change thing.
I've spent the last 6 years pouring all of my attention and emotional effort into this relationship to later realize my target simply couldn't appreciate or respect it. Oh well, can't whine about it forever. I miss pouring all of my emotional effort into an attempt to make someone else happy. I'm not used to it yet and i'm starting to think i won't ever really be used to it. Oh well, at least i still have my chicken
Why do exes have to suck so terribly!
I've spent the last 6 years pouring all of my attention and emotional effort into this relationship to later realize my target simply couldn't appreciate or respect it. Oh well, can't whine about it forever. I miss pouring all of my emotional effort into an attempt to make someone else happy. I'm not used to it yet and i'm starting to think i won't ever really be used to it. Oh well, at least i still have my chicken

Why do exes have to suck so terribly!