Schitzy Behavior?

[mustang]

Anyone who is, or has been deeply in the closet should identify with this. When I was completely in the closet, here is what it seemed like. I was in the closet in the first place because of the horror of being discovered and labeled a perv, or whatever. On the other hand, and in direct opposition to this strong feeling there was the rabid hunger to feed my foot tickling fetish. This was the scrimmage line, so to speak. On one hand, the desire for safety might reign and keep me safe, but at other times the even stronger desire to act out my fetish would win out, come what may. This caused a lot of inconsistencies in my behavior. Sometimes I would turn down perfect opportunities to tickle feet. At other times I would go out of my way to tickle a girl's feet regardless of anything. The 'I had to have it' side won sometimes and the 'closet side would win out at other times. This is an explanation for my schitzy behavior in regard to foot tickling issues for so much of my life. Has anyone else been subject to this tug of war?

 

[C.A.B.]

Naturally. Personal decorum, like anything else, needs to be cultivated. The fetish beast never sleeps. 😉

 

[rhiannon]

So, who are you today, Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde? 😀

Once again I am glad to be a lee. 🙂

 

[C.A.B.]

So, who are you today, Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde? 😀

Once again I am glad to be a lee. 🙂

In my case, the good doctor at the moment, but Hyde will be seething in just a short while.

 

[chicago]

Yeah I remember feeling that way when I was younger, being too scared to just tell someone that I liked it, trying to figure out ways to get myself tickled that weren't obvious. Other times trying to avoid the idea entirely.

 

[mustang]

I am completely out of the closet now, so I don't have the 'tug-of-war' experience any more. Just about everyone who knows me now knows that I have a foot fetish. It is so freeing to get the closet thing behind you. The best part is that it frees you up to get your foot-tickling yah-yahs out whenever the opportunity presents itself.

 

[Bohemianne]

As far as I'm concerned, some of these demons are frankly (or savagely) unleashed in ART. Sort of catharsis.

 

[C.A.B.]

Sort of catharsis.

I tickle tortured her sister once

 

[crap_game]

Naturally. Personal decorum, like anything else, needs to be cultivated. The fetish beast never sleeps. 😉

DITTO!!!! I couldn't have expressed it better!

 

[mustang]

C.A.B., the 'fetish beast' is a good way of putting it, and it is true that it never sleeps. It is always gnawing at you in the background somewhere, goading you to the next foot-tickling session (or, the next foot-tickling clip) so that it can be fed. But then it only gets larger and more demanding. My fetish beast is so strong that I can't wait for warm weather so that I can see all of the sexy feet of the hot chicks in flip-flops everywhere I go. It also sometimes drives my girlfriend crazy. I have a tendency to want to tickle her feet constantly, so I have to bite the bullet and pace myself. I don't want to wear out my welcome.

 

[knicks255]

Well, there's a time and a place for everything. It can be tempting to just tickle a classmate dangling their feet off the desk, or a friend who's stomach is poking out, or whatever, but you always have to keep in mind that you're a human being who needs to put social kindness and privacies first, and a tickle fetishist second. There will come a time for tickling, it's just not always right when you want it to be. But patience is rewarded 😛.

 

[DeaconMye]

Naturally. Personal decorum, like anything else, needs to be cultivated. The fetish beast never sleeps. 😉

I like this 😀^^^^^



It's exactly how my foot fetish was before I came to little terms with it🙂