I feel compelled to share something that has been on my mind for a little while now and I suppose no one would probably understand better than this group of people.
Tickling has been THE major influence on my sexuality for as long as I can remember (with feet being a close second). My sexual fantasies have been dominated by thoughts of tickling beautiful women, both real and imaginary. I've been a member of TMF since I was 18 (now 32). And I've even had actually had the chance to tickle a few lees, one of whom I met on TMF. Tickling, or at least the thought of tickling, has been a huge part of my internal life. However, as much pleasure as it's brought me, it's also always been something I've felt embarrassed about. I've never felt comfortable with it and aside from 2 lees I've met in my life, I've never shared this part of me with anyone.
Now I've been in a serious relationship for several years. She's the best and I love her very much. But I don't think I'll ever feel comfortable enough to share this with her. And when I think about it, that makes me feel sad. Not that I think she'd like break up with me on the spot or anything. Truth be told she's been pretty accepting of my foot fetish, which I have told her about. And our sex life truly is great. I just can't see myself ever disclosing this part of myself. Though it's completely on me, I'm simply too embarrassed. Sometimes it just makes me feel a little sad.
I'm not really looking for advice, just really wanted to get that out. I kinda feel a little better having just said it.
Thanks for listening.
DJ
Tickling has been THE major influence on my sexuality for as long as I can remember (with feet being a close second). My sexual fantasies have been dominated by thoughts of tickling beautiful women, both real and imaginary. I've been a member of TMF since I was 18 (now 32). And I've even had actually had the chance to tickle a few lees, one of whom I met on TMF. Tickling, or at least the thought of tickling, has been a huge part of my internal life. However, as much pleasure as it's brought me, it's also always been something I've felt embarrassed about. I've never felt comfortable with it and aside from 2 lees I've met in my life, I've never shared this part of me with anyone.
Now I've been in a serious relationship for several years. She's the best and I love her very much. But I don't think I'll ever feel comfortable enough to share this with her. And when I think about it, that makes me feel sad. Not that I think she'd like break up with me on the spot or anything. Truth be told she's been pretty accepting of my foot fetish, which I have told her about. And our sex life truly is great. I just can't see myself ever disclosing this part of myself. Though it's completely on me, I'm simply too embarrassed. Sometimes it just makes me feel a little sad.
I'm not really looking for advice, just really wanted to get that out. I kinda feel a little better having just said it.
Thanks for listening.
DJ