I have tried a million antidepressants they were all SSRIs and none worked at all so,I am done with that.I just can't deal with them anymore.One had me crying nonstop it was awful and I never want to go through that again.
  
  No,I thought it was from anxiety.The neurologist said it was nothing neurological that it was all psychological but I looked up stuff and came across nervous tics and the description and symptoms all fit perfectly.Nothing can cure it.Muscle relaxants can help but I am not going down that route since they are addictive
		
		
	 
Some meds have what are called "paradoxical" effects on some people, which is why amphetamine-like drugs are used to treat hyperactive kids.
As for the tics, I'm glad you've nixed the muscle relaxants, which can dope you up. I'm not sure what natural remedies or supplements would cut it if they aren't Tourette's-based.
	
		
	
	
		
		
			...But yeah, I like Kop's statement about swearing in blood. I had horrific problems with psych meds when I was an early teen. I really didn't need them, I was just introverted and hitting the natural chemical shifts that age brings. but I got them, and it was a very short time before my mom took me off them. And I never saw that quack doctor again. And I never took a psych med again.
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National Public Radio had a gutwrenching story about a kid, now in his sixties, who behaved "erraticly" when his parents got divorced (duh!). He was treated with a 
lobotomy, at the behest of his stepfather if memory serves. This was the mid-1950's and lobotomies were considered (you'll pardon the expression) cutting-edge. The guy who got famous for inventing the procedure (whose name escapes me) was a show-off (he used to do two lobtomies at once in public) and probably  hated his charges as most mental health workers of that day did. Whatever's the fad at the time, that's what you use  on the kid, right? Oh, the horror stories I could tell you about clueless doctors. Not necessarily incompetent ones, just ones either who learned 
ONE WAY of doing things and by God, 
that's how they're going to do them, or willfully ignorant ones who won't pay attention to new developments or confer with other doctors about things. And yes, the quacks, the charlatans who just want to deliver radical results quickly in order to collect a fee. Harried parents are a prime target for them.
Your experience, Chris, points up an unhealthy condition which American society as a whole seems to suffer from - the idea of "normal". (Do normal people like to be tied up and tickled, hmm? Just sayin! 
😀) No one's allowed to go through or be guided through dark phases of life, which would make more sense than medication. But that makes no money for Pharma, does it? I can see using medications and such if the situation clearly and unequivocally calls for them. But as far as most Americans are concerned,
 EVERY situation calls for them, whatever the nice people on the TV tell them to use.