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Blog entries by Mitchell
My mom was supposed to have a scan tomorrow, before which she was going to have to drink a horrible mixture of liquid. Today she woke up feeling sick to her stomach, from what she says is mucus dripping into the stomach, and she decided to postpone the test for a week. I'm concerned that she...
I was just sitting back and thinking about the correlation between the times that the Atlanta and New York MLB and NBA teams play, and the events in my life. This might be coincidence, but, for almost the past twenty years, some major, or life changing, event has happened many times when...
It seems as though the last few days, my mom has been sleeping.. a lot. She claims that she really hasn't been sleeping much, but, from what I see, it's starting to worry me.
Last night she fell assleep at about 7 pm, and was sleeping, when I took my sedative, and went to bed...
My mom had her MRI at the imaging center today. I was allowed to sit in the room with her. The MRI was extremely uncomfortable for mom, and it pained me to watch it. The technican attached an almost hockey or football mask looking piece of headgear to her head and face, and then they took...
I had a good day today. I went out for a hibachi Japanese lunch with my friend, and then we went to see the movie "The Last Song". I wont post the details, for those who havent seen it yet, and want to, but, I will say it was well done. We then went for dinner, and ice cream...
I used to love to stuff my face with chinese food at the buffet every week. I couldnt wait to get there, and then I would pile the food on. Today, I went for chinese food for the first time since the day my mom came home from the hospital, which was two and a half weeks ago. I ate my plates...
No, this guy I'm about to post about did not have conversations with us about suicide, although, as in any high school, we were all taught about suicide being a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This teacher, for whatever reason, seemed obsessed with death.
He was my Latin...
I mentioned in an earlier blog how I can't fall assleep lately without sedatives. In addition to my fear over my mom's situation, I'm having another problem. I'm having recurring nightmares when I do manage to get to sleep. Many nights, it seems to be the same horrible dream...
Today, when we were out to lunch, my mom let me have it, big time, and I likely deserved her wraith.
She talked about getting "no encouragement from anyone. The doctors, or me." She talked about how my father is just "sitting back, waiting for her to die, so he and his wife can live...
Sure enough, my telling my father I went out with a friend yesterday has backfired in my face. I just got an e-mail from him. While it didn't say "Why are you seeing a friend, and not seeing me?". He asked to talk to me on the phone, and see me.
Seeing him is something I absolutely...
GRRR! Sometimes I don't know why I do things to get myself in trouble. Someone I know said I don't think before I speak or type. (This post, by the way, is very well thought out, but let me explain).
I posted on here a bit ago about some of the things my father did to me. He and I got...
Thursday is usually the day I go out with my best friend for movies, dinner, and such, as it is his day off. Two weeks ago, my mom came home from the hospital, so we couldnt go out, and last week, we just went to dinner. Today we did more of a normal Thursday for us, with movie and dinner...
I hadn't heard from my father since last Thursday. We had been arguing about things. Mom, his role in my life, money, etc, and he just stopped writing me. With all the stress I'm dealing with over mom, I didn't want to get started with him, so I let it go. This morning, when I awoke, my...
Today I'm going to get my blood pressure checked. It's a regularly scheduled appointment, made before we learned of my mom's cancer. I haven't been to the Dr to get my BP checked in almost a year, since last April 15, partially because of money, and the fact that I have no health insurance...
Since her diagnosis, my mom has had spells where she has been very angry, which I know is normal. She is angry at fate, and why this is happening to her, but she is also angry at the courts, and at my father, for the injustice she received from them.
As I posted in an earlier blog, my...
Although my mom says she feels okay, I'm becoming worried to the hilt. It seems as though all she does is sleep. Yesterday afternoon she took a very long nap, and then awoke for dinner, was up for a couple of hours knitting, and then fell back to sleep mid evening, and she is still sleeping...
I'm home from the visit to the cancer doctor with my mom. I didn't actually go into the room with her. I could have, but she actually wanted me to stay out, because she wanted to spare me from hearing what the doctor had to say, even though she was going to tell me anyway.
My mom has...
Right now, the only thing that matters is my mom, and her treatment, and that she please God beats her disease, but, I feel like I've done something to receive this horrible punishment.
Until this happened, I was very big on "ranting" about things that are trivial. Some people may...
Since my mom's diagnosis, I find I'm having trouble concentrating. I can think or talk about work, and I can post to the forum, but, if I'm trying to watch a movie or TV show, my mind just keeps wandering to my mom, and her situation. I've never been diagnosed with attention difficulties...
With all that's going on in my life, I wanted to post to my blog to tell the forum about something that I've been doing for years, but haven't had the courage to discuss, until now.
Most people who have talked to me know that my main fantasy is tickle bandit, about a guy who breaks...
