I'm sorry ... but this is just getting ridiculous. Ever since I started Loestrin for my menstrual cycle problems ... I have been having the worst side effects.
If I had a choice ... I wouldn't even be on this stupid crap. But I'm afraid if I don't regulate my period I could be borderline for never getting pregnant. That scares me.
I used to be on Yaz and that was hell on earth. The side effects were insane. I wouldn't eat, I slept most of the time, and I was so moody it was almost impossible to talk to me. This was before I was a vegetarian ... meat made me throw up. I couldn't even look at it or smell it.
Well ... now I am noticing some of the same side effects with Loestrin. Food in general just looks nasty. If I eat anything its a few handfuls or bites .. and its take me a long time. Cramps, as everyone in the chatroom knows, they are pretty unbearable even when I take midol. The worst though, I think, are my emotions. It is almost like I am bipolar or something. I get mad at the stupidest things and after a while I feel so silly for it and then I get mad at myself again. Like today, my sister called me annoying and I just ran downstairs and started crying. Wtf? She always calls me annoying... I always call her annoying. I shouldn't have taken that so personally.
Then the other day my roommate told me she was dropping Color Concepts and I was sooo pissed at her because she only did it because she is lazy and didn't want to do a project. I was so mad ... luckily I didn't say anything. I think that was the same day I just left the room and called Josh and bitched about everything. Same day I got my first D on an art project. All this little stuff ... just makes me explode.
And seriously can I not go one day without a person drunk IMing me telling me they want to make out with me?! AH. Stupid assholes. And this stupid kid for the Hookah Bar ... texts me everyday ... I don't even know him. He was getting girls numbers on his arm on St. Patty's Day and I saw him flirting with all these girls ... and he thinks I should like him? I'm confused.
I guess I just need this vacation to Myrtle Beach. My sister was all like "It's gonna be cold there ... you won't even be able to go to the beach." Yeah. Thanks for being a downer. So annoying.
Bleh.
But yay Spring Break!
If I had a choice ... I wouldn't even be on this stupid crap. But I'm afraid if I don't regulate my period I could be borderline for never getting pregnant. That scares me.
I used to be on Yaz and that was hell on earth. The side effects were insane. I wouldn't eat, I slept most of the time, and I was so moody it was almost impossible to talk to me. This was before I was a vegetarian ... meat made me throw up. I couldn't even look at it or smell it.
Well ... now I am noticing some of the same side effects with Loestrin. Food in general just looks nasty. If I eat anything its a few handfuls or bites .. and its take me a long time. Cramps, as everyone in the chatroom knows, they are pretty unbearable even when I take midol. The worst though, I think, are my emotions. It is almost like I am bipolar or something. I get mad at the stupidest things and after a while I feel so silly for it and then I get mad at myself again. Like today, my sister called me annoying and I just ran downstairs and started crying. Wtf? She always calls me annoying... I always call her annoying. I shouldn't have taken that so personally.
Then the other day my roommate told me she was dropping Color Concepts and I was sooo pissed at her because she only did it because she is lazy and didn't want to do a project. I was so mad ... luckily I didn't say anything. I think that was the same day I just left the room and called Josh and bitched about everything. Same day I got my first D on an art project. All this little stuff ... just makes me explode.
And seriously can I not go one day without a person drunk IMing me telling me they want to make out with me?! AH. Stupid assholes. And this stupid kid for the Hookah Bar ... texts me everyday ... I don't even know him. He was getting girls numbers on his arm on St. Patty's Day and I saw him flirting with all these girls ... and he thinks I should like him? I'm confused.
I guess I just need this vacation to Myrtle Beach. My sister was all like "It's gonna be cold there ... you won't even be able to go to the beach." Yeah. Thanks for being a downer. So annoying.
Bleh.
But yay Spring Break!
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
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