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Blog entries by Aimee
So last Tuesday was my 22nd birthday. No big deal really. I had to work from 3pm to 11pm so I didn't do anything special for it. One of my coworkers bought me balloons and cupcakes. So sweet of her. It's honestly things like that that make me happy more than anything. Just those little surprises...
Warning: This is me RANTING - :rant: - So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
Been at work for 3 hours now.
The co-workers are getting hungry. They want to order Chinese.
Co-worker looks at me.
Co-Worker: "So Amy...are you going to order with us or are you starving yourself again...
My feelings are real.
I'm old enough now to know.
I can feel something...deep inside me.
It almost scares me half to death.
I've made my mistakes,
but I've learned from them.
I can live in denial.
I've done it before plenty of times.
But I can't deny what is right in front of me...
Once again, found a great guy.
Funny, cute, smart, nice, likes me and kinky as fuck...but can I like him?
Oh nooooooooo.
That'd be too easy.
I have to like the other guy that has completely no interest in me whatsoever.
Yup.
I'm all sorts of messed up.
Good.Going.Aimee.
Way to...
I really like my FetLife name, and Aimee is kind of...vanilla...
So...
Should I make my TMF handle Sunrise-Optimist too?
Or Sunset-Optimist?
Something like that?
Or just keep Aimee?
Or go back to Mammers09? (Just kidding!)
i am no good at lying.
i just can't do it. i suck at it and plus i'm getting sick and tired of hiding who i am and what i am into. i realize that is not everyone's cup of tea (talking about your personal life and whatnot) but for me it's a big part of who i am. all my friends now are as far...
No words
But tears won't make any room for more
And it don't hurt like anything I've ever felt before
This is no broken heart
No familiar scars
This territory goes uncharted
Just me in a room sunk down in a house in a town
And I don't breathe
Though I never meant to let it get away...
for the past couple of weeks i have been running pretty much 5 days a week. but this past weekend (friday, saturday, sunday, AND monday) i did not run. and all of the sudden i started to feel...crappy. i didn't want to do anything, i felt like shit and basically i was just: blah.
well i ran...
i just got my plane ticket for philly, baby!
NEST '11 here i come! :D :excited:
i should be there around 3ish on thursday afternoon...but leaving REALLY early monday morning (gotta be at work @3pm, sadly!) soo...who is gonna take me to the airport?? hmmm? :)
i was telling my mom that i...
1. i AM going to NEST this year. yayyy :excited: (we should all really be thanking the tax return for this!)
i'll be arriving on thursday (by plane..eek!) and leaving early monday morning. i get thurs and fri off so all that needs to happen is i get approved for sat and sun off. shouldn't be a...
i want to go to NEST this year.
really bad.
i haven't been back since 2008 and even though i had some hesitant to return because of past memories there...i feel i'm ready to go back. and bella bash only confirmed that.
and now that i'm ready to go back...i can't!
it's like everything in...
i don't know if i should even be writing this here...but i just need to get this out of my system and this is the only *safe* place i can get it out, i guess.
okay..
so i've always had this rape fantasy...but mine is a lot different. i can't get into just acting it out...i actually want the...
i'm pretty bored right now so i'm just gonna blog.
let's see...
-i move out in 1 week
-i'm off work probation on feb 4th
-i've been working out / eating healthy
(i need to lose 30 pounds, damnit!)
i just can't wait to move out of my parents house! seriouslyyy. finally won't have to...
so life is going pretty good lately.
i've got myself a good job and great people to work with (sometimes) and i can FINALLY afford to
MOVE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:excited: :rainbowbounce: :rockon: :boogie::woot::yayzorz::doublethrust::thumbsup: :xpulcy:
this has been a LONG over due goal of...
i'm about to go on a daaaaaate! :jumpupanddown:
i have not been on one of those in a while it seems!
we are going to a comedy club thenn...idk??
( and no i didn't meet him off the TMF...hes vanilla...as far as i know ;) )
wish me luck! :scared:
