in a mess

im in such a mess right now and i dont know wht to do i been having the worst luck i poted my police scanner on craigs list and someone responde they came over today i gave it to him and he said he needed the addapter for it so i went up stairs and went through a mess of courds to get to it and it was not there i could not find it i was like what the hell i was ready to give up and say sorry dude could not find it even tho i needed the money then i for the heck of it i plugged the addapter in it that went to my camera charger and it worked and it was the only thing i could find and the guy alread called ffrom down stairs and asked if i found it so i was like what the hell am i goona do i needed the money so badly rightn now that i gave him that addaper so now i am goona have to buy one someday for it or try to find one somewhere man my life is so screwed up right now so much is going rong i had a bike i posted on craigs list to and the next day it got stolen i was so upset and someone responded to my add to i got a disconnect notic for my cable and internet i dont care about the cable cuz i dont watch it but i use the internet and it help me cope in some strange way my life is falling appart so much right now and i am trying to keep it together the best i can its so hard im friggen lost i wish tracy was here with me or at least right now keeping in contact with me she has been the only one that could keep me together and now i dont have her im friggen so depressed and balling now so i am goona stop