I've spent the last week feeling sorry for myself. What am I doing?
I feel like I am wasting away. And that is so dumb of me.
I am 19 years old. I'm too young for this. I have so much I want to do with my life. I won't let this effect me anymore. Life is too short ... and I really like being happy and you know ... not being used and treated like shit.
In the past, I would let this take over my life. I'm not saying it doesn't still hurt ... it will always hurt ... but I'm stronger than what I am letting on to be.
It's time to move on.
My best friend is coming home today. Summer is basically here. I have so much I want to accomplish this summer. I need to get a job.
I feel like I am making the right choice here. If you can't make time for me, then I can't make time for you. That's just the way it works. And that's the way it's staying.
Jay. I want to say thank you so much. You really got me through this and helped me to realize some things I would have been blind to if not for you. So thank you. You are an amazing friend. 🙂
I feel like I am wasting away. And that is so dumb of me.
I am 19 years old. I'm too young for this. I have so much I want to do with my life. I won't let this effect me anymore. Life is too short ... and I really like being happy and you know ... not being used and treated like shit.
In the past, I would let this take over my life. I'm not saying it doesn't still hurt ... it will always hurt ... but I'm stronger than what I am letting on to be.
It's time to move on.
My best friend is coming home today. Summer is basically here. I have so much I want to accomplish this summer. I need to get a job.
I feel like I am making the right choice here. If you can't make time for me, then I can't make time for you. That's just the way it works. And that's the way it's staying.
Jay. I want to say thank you so much. You really got me through this and helped me to realize some things I would have been blind to if not for you. So thank you. You are an amazing friend. 🙂
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
Been at...