A month later and now I decide to write about NEST. Woo!
It's been hard because people who didn't go have been asking me how it went and I couldn't really give them a good answer. I wasn't ready to talk about it. All I could say was: "It's amazing. You should go." Not much more I could tell them at that point. But I'm ready to talk about it now.
You see my NEST experience was absolutely amazing. I had the best time and met the most wonderful people in my life. But ... it didn't end so well. Leaving hurt ... but I made the mistake of giving my heart to someone who didn't deserve it. The aftermath of what happened between Mel and I is something I didn't want to ever happen. I spent my ENTIRE NEST weekend with Mel as most you who went know. We were inseparable. I drove up with him [9 hours there and back], shared a hotel room with him, and drove back with him. We became instant best friends and I can honestly say I love him. It sounds crazy ... but after months of talking, meeting, and being together all weekend it was pretty much inevitable. Only problem: he has a girlfriend. We went too far and it became a problem after NEST. We got into multiple fights about it and came close to ending our friendship. We both knew he needed to tell his girlfriend the truth. And he did. And so now as some of you know he's left the TMF. He called me May 11th and said he was deleting my number and never talking to me again. He's kept his word.
Thinking about NEST and trying to tell people what happened ... I couldn't. What was I to say? I spent my whole time with an amazing guy who doesn't talk to me anymore? I couldn't keep repeating the story over and over again without breaking my heart even more. I miss him. I hate that now when I think back to my first NEST I picture his face and everything about him. It sucks big time.
But aside from all that drama mess. I did get to do some things I never thought I would! I wasn't in the hottub the WHOLE time .. but I did have my moments in there [even after the creepy people who basically had sex in the hottub right in front of us ... bleh!].
I used sonicare for the first time. Hott damn. Well not much more to say about that ... jeesh!
I became a switch! Really you can thank Kevin for that one ... when he was in that chair all strapped up the ler just came out of me! That was a lot of fun!
Speaking of that chair ... it's like a butterfly exercise chair with straps. It's intense. I went in and was tickled for my first time by a whole bunch of people. I really don't know how I am alive right now!
I also went on an Inversion table and hmm I dunno what the other one was called ... basically your arms are just up in the air.
I got to witness Natural's birthday at Applebee's ... twice!
I went to Libertine and Kittentoes bondage workshop and learned how to use a scarf to tie people up ... and witness Sarah's "knotty bits"! lmao
I got Kered's raffle tickets that he gave to Chey who gave them to me and I won a NEST shirt and gave it to Chey because I looooove her!
I got pwned.
And probably the best part: Sunday night I met the most amazing people who have been there for me since that weekend AND I got to play Catch Phrase with them! <3
Shout out timeee:
Miss Serendipity - CHEY! Wow. I am so proud of for coming out of your shell and attending NEST. And look how far you have come since then! You are an amazing friend and I can't wait until we meet again. Love you girl!
LeeAllure - You amaze me. Thank you for putting NEST together. I hope we can become better friends in the future.
MaxSpeer - You are such a nice guy. It was awesome to meet you and to hang out with you! I can't wait until the next NEST! 😀
Bella - I love me some Bella. I felt 100x more comfortable with you there. Thank you for everything. I can't wait to see you on the 4th of July! <3
MTP Jeff - You are such a sweetie! It was awesome to meet you that weekend. You are so nice and friendly. And thanksss for convincing me to get on the inversion table! 😛
Venray - I am NOT Katie! 😛 Nice try to play it off though! ha You had me cracking up! Really awesome to meet you and I hope I get to hang out with you more at future gatherings.
Viper GTS - Oh Viper... I'm glad we became friends again. Too bad we didn't get a chance to do a video .. next time?!
Kretelis and IrishGirl - You guys are awesome and SO cute together. Meg you are so sweet and the hotel totally failed by not having Red Bull when we needed it!
Libertine - Thank you for not letting me die when I was in that butterfly exercise chair! haha. It was really nice to meet you... you are very entertaining and funny!
Tortuga - Casssssssssiiiii! You are too sexy for your own good. I'm sorry we didn't get to hang out as much... totally my fault. 🙁
BrightEyes - We didn't really get a chance to talk or hang out which really sucks. I hope next time we can chat more and get to know each other ... you are soo cute!
CrystalLight - Jo ... I really wish I would have taken the time to talk to you more. You are such an awesome person and I hope we can start talking more. <3
Euphoricy - So thanksss for pwning me in front of everyone! haha Oh, and that drink ... what was it called again? I think I might be addicted to it now. You are such a sweet girl and I'm glad I met you! 🙂
Amnesiac - Camera dude! The pictures all rock BTW! We must hang out more next time! You crack me up!
EcEu - Hotel buddddy. Thank you for the picture.. I love it! Oh and for waking Mel and I up every morning .. we really appreciated that! haha 😉
ASUTickler - Everytime I looked at you, you either had a flower behind your ear or you were pwning Katie! It was fun getting to hang out with you ... I'll see you in July!
Skipadeedoodah - LYZ! <3 You are so freakin adorable. We didn't get ANY pictures together though .. next time for sure!
Natural Tickler - I AM SO SORRY I FORGOT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hehehe ... btw some day I shall pwn you. 😀
Runoffstage - We didn't get to talk as much, but you are such a sweetheart.
tklee88 - TWILIGHT BUDDY! Seriously .. I love you. You make me laugh so damn much! I am so glad we became closer friends at NEST and I can't wait to see you again! <3 <3
Baldadonis - Dave! You are so pwnable! Eek! It was really great to hang out with you that Sunday night. You are so funny and nice. I can't wait to see you again!
Sasaxrah - Sarahhh you are so freakin awesome. We totally rocked at Catch Phrase ... even if we lost! haha <3 you
Slacker - Slacker, no slacking! So heyy Doro <3.. how you doin?! You're a lot of fun .. I shall see you in July! Muahaha
Kraziedog - Jay. I love you. Thank you so much for being there for me and taking me in as your friend. I honestly don't know if I would have made it this far without your friendship and support. You amaze me beyond words. I am so thankful for that Sunday night at NEST.
Kered - DEREK! You're tall. Really tall. Seriously you are a child at heart and it was GREAT to finally meet you. And that 21 or older thing ... so lame
Goth & Saeria - I am so glad you guys attended this NEST. It was nice to see you having so much fun and I hope I can talk with you more next time!
Ikaiyoo - Even though we went through a rough patch I'm glad in the end we are friends. You are awesome, Ben.
Rupert - So where were you the whole time?! Definitely avoiding me! I hate you! 😛 Jk ... you are awesome and you know it! Come visit me .. now! K thanks! <3
Artoo - Ru aka Gay Unicorn! But uhm really .. I love your british accent. It's hawt. Be prepared this November for the pwning of your LIFE! HA HA HA! Looooove you!
Korastus - Kevin! You are way too ticklish for your own good. It's adorable! We need to finish watching that zombie movie! haha
RobAce - Robbb! You are so funny and soo nice! You really kept things going! You are a great friend! <3
SnailShell - Joshy! Thanks for the grumpy bearrr 🙂 He's so mine! You rock!
Falcon - Luke .. I never got my meal! 🙁 You are awesome ... it was great to meet you!
*Probably forgetting people at this point ... don't hate me!
It's been hard because people who didn't go have been asking me how it went and I couldn't really give them a good answer. I wasn't ready to talk about it. All I could say was: "It's amazing. You should go." Not much more I could tell them at that point. But I'm ready to talk about it now.
You see my NEST experience was absolutely amazing. I had the best time and met the most wonderful people in my life. But ... it didn't end so well. Leaving hurt ... but I made the mistake of giving my heart to someone who didn't deserve it. The aftermath of what happened between Mel and I is something I didn't want to ever happen. I spent my ENTIRE NEST weekend with Mel as most you who went know. We were inseparable. I drove up with him [9 hours there and back], shared a hotel room with him, and drove back with him. We became instant best friends and I can honestly say I love him. It sounds crazy ... but after months of talking, meeting, and being together all weekend it was pretty much inevitable. Only problem: he has a girlfriend. We went too far and it became a problem after NEST. We got into multiple fights about it and came close to ending our friendship. We both knew he needed to tell his girlfriend the truth. And he did. And so now as some of you know he's left the TMF. He called me May 11th and said he was deleting my number and never talking to me again. He's kept his word.
Thinking about NEST and trying to tell people what happened ... I couldn't. What was I to say? I spent my whole time with an amazing guy who doesn't talk to me anymore? I couldn't keep repeating the story over and over again without breaking my heart even more. I miss him. I hate that now when I think back to my first NEST I picture his face and everything about him. It sucks big time.
But aside from all that drama mess. I did get to do some things I never thought I would! I wasn't in the hottub the WHOLE time .. but I did have my moments in there [even after the creepy people who basically had sex in the hottub right in front of us ... bleh!].
I used sonicare for the first time. Hott damn. Well not much more to say about that ... jeesh!
I became a switch! Really you can thank Kevin for that one ... when he was in that chair all strapped up the ler just came out of me! That was a lot of fun!
Speaking of that chair ... it's like a butterfly exercise chair with straps. It's intense. I went in and was tickled for my first time by a whole bunch of people. I really don't know how I am alive right now!
I also went on an Inversion table and hmm I dunno what the other one was called ... basically your arms are just up in the air.
I got to witness Natural's birthday at Applebee's ... twice!
I went to Libertine and Kittentoes bondage workshop and learned how to use a scarf to tie people up ... and witness Sarah's "knotty bits"! lmao
I got Kered's raffle tickets that he gave to Chey who gave them to me and I won a NEST shirt and gave it to Chey because I looooove her!
I got pwned.
And probably the best part: Sunday night I met the most amazing people who have been there for me since that weekend AND I got to play Catch Phrase with them! <3
Shout out timeee:
Miss Serendipity - CHEY! Wow. I am so proud of for coming out of your shell and attending NEST. And look how far you have come since then! You are an amazing friend and I can't wait until we meet again. Love you girl!
LeeAllure - You amaze me. Thank you for putting NEST together. I hope we can become better friends in the future.
MaxSpeer - You are such a nice guy. It was awesome to meet you and to hang out with you! I can't wait until the next NEST! 😀
Bella - I love me some Bella. I felt 100x more comfortable with you there. Thank you for everything. I can't wait to see you on the 4th of July! <3
MTP Jeff - You are such a sweetie! It was awesome to meet you that weekend. You are so nice and friendly. And thanksss for convincing me to get on the inversion table! 😛
Venray - I am NOT Katie! 😛 Nice try to play it off though! ha You had me cracking up! Really awesome to meet you and I hope I get to hang out with you more at future gatherings.
Viper GTS - Oh Viper... I'm glad we became friends again. Too bad we didn't get a chance to do a video .. next time?!
Kretelis and IrishGirl - You guys are awesome and SO cute together. Meg you are so sweet and the hotel totally failed by not having Red Bull when we needed it!
Libertine - Thank you for not letting me die when I was in that butterfly exercise chair! haha. It was really nice to meet you... you are very entertaining and funny!
Tortuga - Casssssssssiiiii! You are too sexy for your own good. I'm sorry we didn't get to hang out as much... totally my fault. 🙁
BrightEyes - We didn't really get a chance to talk or hang out which really sucks. I hope next time we can chat more and get to know each other ... you are soo cute!
CrystalLight - Jo ... I really wish I would have taken the time to talk to you more. You are such an awesome person and I hope we can start talking more. <3
Euphoricy - So thanksss for pwning me in front of everyone! haha Oh, and that drink ... what was it called again? I think I might be addicted to it now. You are such a sweet girl and I'm glad I met you! 🙂
Amnesiac - Camera dude! The pictures all rock BTW! We must hang out more next time! You crack me up!
EcEu - Hotel buddddy. Thank you for the picture.. I love it! Oh and for waking Mel and I up every morning .. we really appreciated that! haha 😉
ASUTickler - Everytime I looked at you, you either had a flower behind your ear or you were pwning Katie! It was fun getting to hang out with you ... I'll see you in July!
Skipadeedoodah - LYZ! <3 You are so freakin adorable. We didn't get ANY pictures together though .. next time for sure!
Natural Tickler - I AM SO SORRY I FORGOT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hehehe ... btw some day I shall pwn you. 😀
Runoffstage - We didn't get to talk as much, but you are such a sweetheart.
tklee88 - TWILIGHT BUDDY! Seriously .. I love you. You make me laugh so damn much! I am so glad we became closer friends at NEST and I can't wait to see you again! <3 <3
Baldadonis - Dave! You are so pwnable! Eek! It was really great to hang out with you that Sunday night. You are so funny and nice. I can't wait to see you again!
Sasaxrah - Sarahhh you are so freakin awesome. We totally rocked at Catch Phrase ... even if we lost! haha <3 you
Slacker - Slacker, no slacking! So heyy Doro <3.. how you doin?! You're a lot of fun .. I shall see you in July! Muahaha
Kraziedog - Jay. I love you. Thank you so much for being there for me and taking me in as your friend. I honestly don't know if I would have made it this far without your friendship and support. You amaze me beyond words. I am so thankful for that Sunday night at NEST.
Kered - DEREK! You're tall. Really tall. Seriously you are a child at heart and it was GREAT to finally meet you. And that 21 or older thing ... so lame
Goth & Saeria - I am so glad you guys attended this NEST. It was nice to see you having so much fun and I hope I can talk with you more next time!
Ikaiyoo - Even though we went through a rough patch I'm glad in the end we are friends. You are awesome, Ben.
Rupert - So where were you the whole time?! Definitely avoiding me! I hate you! 😛 Jk ... you are awesome and you know it! Come visit me .. now! K thanks! <3
Artoo - Ru aka Gay Unicorn! But uhm really .. I love your british accent. It's hawt. Be prepared this November for the pwning of your LIFE! HA HA HA! Looooove you!
Korastus - Kevin! You are way too ticklish for your own good. It's adorable! We need to finish watching that zombie movie! haha
RobAce - Robbb! You are so funny and soo nice! You really kept things going! You are a great friend! <3
SnailShell - Joshy! Thanks for the grumpy bearrr 🙂 He's so mine! You rock!
Falcon - Luke .. I never got my meal! 🙁 You are awesome ... it was great to meet you!
*Probably forgetting people at this point ... don't hate me!
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
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