im so friggen hurt right now it feels like i had my heart ripped out of my chest all over again it started like this me and saeria were talking quite a bit and everything was fine then one day she started ignoring all my messages and not calling me anymore so i waited and today i messaged her sister and she said because me and saeria was in a relationship while her husband was in prison she is having troble with costody of her daugher and she can no longer talk to me her husband is such a dick she is getting devorced from him and he is making it as dificult as postible for her im so hurt right now i have lost the best thing that has ever happend to me im on the verge of crying i dont even want to be up right now i just want to go to bed and never get up again i have always been a good person and this is what happens to me why why why 
