And all be damned, so do I.
We spent about 5 hours just sitting in a car tonight. She hasn't told her mom about us yet and she has stuff to do tomorrow morning and I have to work, so we couldn't go to my house to spend the night. My mom isn't okay with it, but we'll get into all of that one day. All you need to know is that her opinion is worthless to me, and I have plenty of GOOD reasons why. But this blog isn't about her.
Sorry if I offended anybody by saying that about my own mother. Feel free to click out of this blog now. 🙂
Anyways, we hung out at a parking lot in my car and it was one of the best nights of my life. It was just FUN. It was fun, it was sexy, it was funny, it was GOOD. We talked about some issues, and it did get heated and I did drive past her house, but I'm glad she stayed and we continued talking. It was 15 minutes worth of talk, and we solved the issue once and for all. And I mean once and for all.
We then went deeper into my life and the poor girl cried tears of happiness when she heard how happy about my job I was earlier in the day. She believes. In both of us as a couple, and as individuals. She believes that we can make something of ourselves. Honestly, I didn't know how to handle it. I really wish I could express how amazing what she said was, how amazing I feel about it, just fucking A man, it was the best feeling ever. And trust me, I've felt a lot of things.
You know what, scratch that, knowing that I have her is the best feeling ever. I told her, and I'll say it here. I have tried to find a balance between obsession and relationship for a long time with her. At this point, I don't fucking care. She is the most beautiful creature that I have ever had the pleasure of being next to. And to call her mine means everything to me.
I realize that to a random person this may seem like the typical things are going well because we just got back together. We discussed this, I already thought of it. Even at our worst, we felt like this. Even through the hurt, we felt like we feel right now towards each other, we just couldn't get past some idiotic problems that are now way behind us. We are too perfect for each other and we couldn't handle it then. We are living it now.
This is what I have searched for. This is why I did what I did in life. This relationship IS that girl that I was looking for without knowing weather or not she existed.
She does. And I'm in love with her. And I can say with 100% honesty that not only I believe her when she says she's in love with me, but I can feel it, too.
We spent about 5 hours just sitting in a car tonight. She hasn't told her mom about us yet and she has stuff to do tomorrow morning and I have to work, so we couldn't go to my house to spend the night. My mom isn't okay with it, but we'll get into all of that one day. All you need to know is that her opinion is worthless to me, and I have plenty of GOOD reasons why. But this blog isn't about her.
Sorry if I offended anybody by saying that about my own mother. Feel free to click out of this blog now. 🙂
Anyways, we hung out at a parking lot in my car and it was one of the best nights of my life. It was just FUN. It was fun, it was sexy, it was funny, it was GOOD. We talked about some issues, and it did get heated and I did drive past her house, but I'm glad she stayed and we continued talking. It was 15 minutes worth of talk, and we solved the issue once and for all. And I mean once and for all.
We then went deeper into my life and the poor girl cried tears of happiness when she heard how happy about my job I was earlier in the day. She believes. In both of us as a couple, and as individuals. She believes that we can make something of ourselves. Honestly, I didn't know how to handle it. I really wish I could express how amazing what she said was, how amazing I feel about it, just fucking A man, it was the best feeling ever. And trust me, I've felt a lot of things.
You know what, scratch that, knowing that I have her is the best feeling ever. I told her, and I'll say it here. I have tried to find a balance between obsession and relationship for a long time with her. At this point, I don't fucking care. She is the most beautiful creature that I have ever had the pleasure of being next to. And to call her mine means everything to me.
I realize that to a random person this may seem like the typical things are going well because we just got back together. We discussed this, I already thought of it. Even at our worst, we felt like this. Even through the hurt, we felt like we feel right now towards each other, we just couldn't get past some idiotic problems that are now way behind us. We are too perfect for each other and we couldn't handle it then. We are living it now.
This is what I have searched for. This is why I did what I did in life. This relationship IS that girl that I was looking for without knowing weather or not she existed.
She does. And I'm in love with her. And I can say with 100% honesty that not only I believe her when she says she's in love with me, but I can feel it, too.
